sadness

December 06 2005
yeah, so you see that girl on the very right of my profile pic? yeah, found out this weekend that she is getting married in may and moving to australia!!! i am veeeeeeeery sad! she's in SAI with me (and is kinda the reason i went SAI) and we did our ritual for her to be alum sunday. there is a song we sing in ritual which has kinda become her song b/c she always sings it in ritual, but i had to sing it to her sunday and i almost started crying. this was after i lost it the first time when she read her goodbye letter.  i'm usually not a crier, but man, the flood gates just let loose that night! i'm really going to miss courtney :(