wickedly fast day today. Jesus is now in my English class, i've found that i just can't work a paper cutter, i'm more stupid in algebra than i thought i was, and so far i'm totally digging band, but that could change at any given moment. we talked basically the whole time in Chem., and i actually enjoyed latin today, because all we did was write.

band was horrible, it was sooo hot, and the final run was terrible. i'm already getting sick of it, and it's only the 2nd week in.

i really miss some people. the people i don't see or get to talk to the entire day. kim, michael, brittany, etc....

i'm a planner. so naturally at the beginning of every year, i think of the route i will take everyday, but this year, is weird. mostly because i don't have a band hall locker. and it's slowly tearing me apart.

now for the seriousness....

i'm drifting from God, faster than i ever have before. i'm praying with no results, and maybe He's taking His time, perhaps to make me see that i need him more than anything. because at this moment i'm finding other things to fill the void of Him not being there.

God-Shaped Hole- Plumb

Every point of view has another angle
And every angle has its merit
But it all comes down to faith
That's the way I see it

You can say that love is not divine and
You can say that life is not eternal
"All we have is now"
But I don't believe it

Chorus:
There's a God-shaped hole in all of us
And the restless soul is searching
There's a God-shaped hole in all of us
And it's a void only He can fill

Does the world seem grey with empty longing
Wearing every shade of cynical
And do you ever feel that
There is something missing?

Chorus

That's my point of view...

There's a God-shaped hole in all of us
And the restless soul is searching
There's a God-shaped hole in all of us
And it's a void (repeat 2x)

Only he can fill
Only he can fill
Thats my point of view
Thats my point of view, yeah