i fear the same thing sometimes....you were great tonite by the way.

That pretty close to what my worst fear is: always being alone. Hopefully neither of our fears will come to pass. Danny

God has a plan for you to marry the love of your life. And He is indeed faithful my friend! I am with the love of my life! And God has been faithful through our entire love story and will continue to be for the rest of our lives. Keep your faith in Him... He has a love story planned for you beyond your imagination!

tell me about it.

yes i know exactly what you mean. the pain from that would be horrible. btw, have fun at graduation! ( :

My fear is never getting to lvoe or be loved at all. I love the saying "tis better to have loved and loss than to have never loved at all" that by far one of my all time favorite sayings. p.s. you did really good tonight you got people thinkin awesome Job =-)

u should check out "debunking the code" I heard about it on WayFM. It's one of those books that breaks down the da vinci code and disproves it and everything. I'm gonna read it when I finish the book. ~G

This is very hard to think about. Even if you find someone and marry them, at some point one of you will die- hopefully of old age. You could be the one left. I think of this often being just married with a baby on the way. Sometime I ask Joey not to die, as if he could help it. But, if that were to happen to any of us, we'd make it through some how. You have to trust that you have what you need in yourself to make it through those things.

It would be much harder to lose the love of your life in old age because they have been your closest friend for so many years. The empty spot their absence would leave would be enormous. No one could understand you as well as them and no one has shared with you all the things they have shared. They aren't replaceable. Losing someone before marriage- well there are tons of fish in the sea. It's much different probably. Anyhow, I am doing fine. Joey, the guy that lead praise band with me and carla and graham and bob and wes and daniel, we are married and having a son in about a month! His story and mine is pretty neat as well. We spent 4 years dating off and on and I always knew I wanted to marry him, and sometime he thought he wanted to. But I lost him many times and it was the worst pain I had to go through. However, it made our relationship so strong and healthy because we worked almost everything out before getting married. Now we just enjoy each other's company. And I love being married to him. It is the best thing that has happened to me (i'm sure the baby will be another good thing here soon!). Anyhow, how are you?