"Always Something"


Sometimes when you're lying beside me

In your eyes I see

I don't know but it's something it's something

And it's trippin' me up again

It's like you're here but you're not here

I need to know where

But you won't let me go there

Always telling me it's nothing it's nothing

Well I had a vision

Of a lover in my best friend

It's not like me to question

[Chorus]

Something always gets in between

It twists and it turns

You know that it seems to me

Latey I'm so unsure

I can't put my finger on it on it

Stange feeling ripping at the seams

And I've never heard the sound of my heart breaking

Like this before

Before there was always something

[Verse]

Think back on the days when

We were falling

It was so good then

Never worried 'bout a thing, no nothing

Well it's funny how things change

Now a cold wind is blowin'

And I was hoping it's not the start of a bitter end

Could it be that your something

Is someone else

Only time will tell

I thought I knew me so well

I shouldn't put me through this hell

[Chorus]

[Bridge]

Something's always getting in between

And it's always rippin' at the seams


Something's always messing with my vision

fun people comment!



so the question is....
are you fun?

"I have to remind my dad, 'Journalists - no matter how many cigars they
smoke with you - are not your friends, so don't talk to them."
-
Cameron Diaz

i hate wanting something that is totally out of my control.

Do not rejoice over me , my enemy;
When I fall, I will arise;
When I sit in darkness,
The LORD will be a light to me.
I will bear theindignation of the LORD,
Because I have sinned against Him,
Until He pleads my case
And executes justice for me.
He will bring me forth to the light;
I will see His righteousness.

Micah 7:8-9

it is 11:46 regardless of the time phusebox say (anyone want a new years res to fix phusebox time??) and this will be my last blog of 06. i leave for passion early tomorrow morning! i'm so excited!!! God has great things in store for this next year! i'm gonna go cout down with Kristen and drink my sparkling grape juice!! woot woot! good night! it's been a great year! i have a GREAT HEAVENLY FATHER, a wonderful family, amazing friends,and the best boyfriend! I'm so blessed and ready to get my new year on! 11:49    pm

Clothes make the man.

Naked people have little or no influence on society.

--Mark Twain--

see us? aren't we cute!!!!!
photo from MTSUbrent

as i set out to find the perfect quote for Christmas, i wanted something warm- to remind us why we celebrate.  and i failed.

i think it is an innate understanding that i hold within myself that i cannot find words to satify. nothing is good enough. i want to share that, but i think you can only understand it if you have it and therefore all explainations would end up empty.

He was born over 2,000 years ago. we have made millions of advancements in technology and scientific understanding since His birth. Webster couldn't define what it meant and neither can we. it is something we know so passionately that death becomes nothing in comparison. He not only means the world to me, He is that world in its entirety, or at least all that matters.......

and even with all these words, i can't put it into words.

i have an honors class!!!! muh ha ha ha and lol at the same time. I will be in a Senior Seminar.................. wow.... should be interesting!   

*edit

this was not hard. the people were very helpful. the end.

"Boredom is a great motivator."
- Uma Thurman -

i won't say who this one reminded
me of....
*smirks*

so i got up at 5:45 AM to come shark other people's purged classes..... good news and bad news.

i got into the 1PM Con Law class i wanted!!!!! and don't have to take that 8AM one! (I wil sacrifice one very early morning to avoid other ones!!)

so... that bad news. one of my classes didn't make. it was an honors one.... the only honors one i had..... so not only could i get kicked out of my dorm if i dont find another one, but i'll be behind in the honors program as far as graduation requirements and have to double up somewhere..... and that whould.... well,....... SUCK!!!

so now i'm looking for an honors class....... i want to go back to bed. and i soooooo can't find any that i can take w/ my schedule. i even tried honors theatre appreciation and we all know how much i'd love that...........(for those of you who misssed the sarcasm.....i'd hate the class with the passion of a 1,000,000,000,000 fires)

my "login" keeps somehow becoming "expired"

gar. that's about all i can say. gar.

at least i know honors classes aren't that hot of a comodity. well is in now 6:30. i have found ONE honors class that fits my schedule that i could take (aka not Honors Gentics or French II) but it requires a junior standing and special permission from the dept. there is one spot left. maybe i can get it monday bbefore the perso who was purged from it gets back in...........maybe. anyway. i have 12 hours. i'm going to bed.

so i'm writing this from circut city as i wait for my parents. apparently a Christmas present for ME is being bought at the moment. this comes after i helped my amazing, loving, totally wonderful parents wade through my siblings' technologically filled Christmas lists and explained fun terms. anyway we went to check out and my mom goes "let's go look at big screens!" and i'm like, "why? do you want one?" "no, but lets go look at them." lol so the best part was that she wanted to llok at plasma screens but didn't know what to call them so just lumped them in with big screen tvs..............mmmmmmk

10 MINUTES TIL THE LAST FINAL OF THE YEAR!!!

You.

Can.

Only.

Type.

One.

Word.


Not as easy as you might think...


1. Where is your cell phone?:

purse

2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend?:

studying


3. Your hair?:

up

4. Your mother?:
hugs


5. Your father?:

Daddy-O


6. Your favorite item?:
pillow


7. Your dream last night?:

bad


8. Your favorite drink?:

gatorade



9. Your dream car?:
Charger!

10. The room you are in?:

dorm


11. Your ex?:

learning


12. Your fear?:

failure


13. What do you want to be in 10 years?:

loved


14. Who did you hang out with last night?:

Brently!!!


15. What you're not?:

ugly


16. Muffins?:

chicolate


17: One of your wish list items?:

sparklies


18: Time?:

lunch


19. The last thing you did?:
eat


20. What are you wearing?:

halo


22. Your favorite book?:

old


23. The last thing you ate?:

Muffin


24. Your life?:

wonderful


25. Your mood?:

stressed


26. Your friends:

hilarious


27. What are you thinking about right now?:

exam


28. your car?

tank


29. What are you doing at the moment?:

SURVEY


30. Your summer?:

blast


31. Your relationship status?:

taken


32. What is on your tv?:

off


33. When is the last time you laughed?:

morning


34. Last time you cried?:

yesterday


35. School?:
finals

"Only a genius can play a fool." -- Michael Rapaport