I hate this feeling...
I can't move on
or anything
everything I do
reminds me of him somehow
and now i'm going crazy..

random little lyric.
Anyhoo...
I've made Goals
and such for myself,
and since I'm cool,
and bored, I'm gonna post them!

1.Live life for God
2.Abstinance.((so good so far!..lol))
3.Find someone who really cares about me.
4.Go to college.
5.Enjoy atleast 4months of highschool.
6.Go to Canada.
7.Move away from Murfreesboro by the time i'm 21
8.Make someone have a better day.
9.Tell someone how I really feel.
10. really sing in front of someone.
11.Not care.
12.Stay outside for 14hours.
13.Get a cosmotology license.
14.Record a Demo.
15.Swim in the Pacific Ocean.
16. Have a boy take me on a date for ice cream while we walk.
17.Really talk to someone in person about how i feel.
18.Help someone.
19.Runaway for a week.
20.Stop feeling this way.
21.Mean something to someone.
22.Spend a day with a friend in another city more than 40miles away.
23.Find a youth group.
24.Get two more ear piercings.
25.Learn to play guitar.
26.Be the cool aunt.
27.Be unsarcastic
28.Be happy