I want to hate you so bad, but I can't

June 25 2005
^Taking Back Sunday^

Alex wont be back for the rest of the summer.

A part of me is extremely relieved.

But another part of me wont stop crying.

I hate the way I fucking am. I am one big emotional mess. I never know how Im feeling anymore. And when I do know how Im feeling, I know that I shouldnt be feeling that way. I mean, *sighs*.

I officially believe Im the dumbest person I know.


Grace

June 25 2005
Um, no. I know lots of dumb people. And you're not one of them.

Rachel Tenpenny

June 25 2005
honey talk to me... THEN you'll know what an emotional mess is lol. i love u, it'll be ok.

Valerie

June 25 2005
gosh I have been crying off and on all day... me= an emotional wreck...

Krista Anderson

June 26 2005
Katie, I'm an emotional mess too. And you're not dumb either...I promise.

Sara Read

June 26 2005
pretty sure if you werent and emotional wreck, you wouldnt be a teenage girl. i dont know what that would make you...a boy? i dunno, but thats exactly how 90% of teenage girls feel most of the time, so its fine. and youre not dumb, as grace pointed out.

Chelsey

June 26 2005
you are definately not dumb...trust me.

APilote

June 26 2005
pretty sure your a lot smarter than a lot of people i know..

Christina

June 27 2005
Trust me...i'm the dumbest....

Tyler H.

June 27 2005
Ed is right....teenage girls are like avacados, they have skin on the outside but on the inside, they are green and mushy.......wait, thats dumb........oh well

♥kathryn-claire♥

June 28 2005
hmm i'm thinking macaroni grill one day, especially if we drive to hickory hollow. :P yummy stuff. plus hot waiters. i bet our teacher lady wouldn't spring for it though. :(

Brett Tenpenny

June 30 2005
i want to hate me so bad... and i can.