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March 02 2006
I have myself to blame
for the state I'm in today
and now dying
doesn't seem so cruel
               -kelly clarkson

Stop worrying about me...

February 16 2006
I smile till my face hurts and laugh until my throat burns.
I fake it.
This laugh, this smile, this -happiness- you see. I just want you to smile and not worry about me

I'm Afraid

February 15 2006

it's the heart afraid of breaking
that never learns to dance
it's the dream afraid of waking
that never takes a chance
it's the mind afraid of losing
that never learns to give, and
it's the soul afaid of dying
that never learns to live.



Love::

February 09 2006



What is Love?

Biggest lie of my life... "I'm Fine"

January 16 2006
Im a strong girl ` keeping everything in line
Even wit tears streamin down my cheek ,
I always manage to say the words " IM FINE"

life's CRAZY

December 08 2005
The truth is, I am lost in the past.
Lost in something so great...something I had 
..but dont have anymore.

Tired of searching

November 25 2005

Everything's got a moral, if only you can find it.


- Lewis Carroll

Giving up

November 01 2005

I give up:


- No more letting my wall down


- No more letting people in


- Maybe no more hurt

Humm...

October 15 2005


 why is is that we bring on so much responsibility and overwhelming feelings that really don't hold much importance at all...