I'm back..

March 11 2006
Well, the tennis team went off island.. and it was awesome.. and super fun.. haha.. lots of laughter.. girls team won.. but the guys team lost.. ='( sad i must say.. oh well  it's okay.. =( haha.. jk.. well, life is SCREWED up!!!! well for me.. i mean nothing else can wrong when everything that didn't before did.. oh boy.. i knew everything i thought were too good to be true.. wasn't at all.. how stupid can a girl get.. i swear.. i feel so stupid... and i'm trying to get over him.. oh yeah.. you hear that.. i'm TRYING.. only if i could.. so fast so easily.. how can one forget that they could feeling for one and move on.. for another.. that's bull! i don't like what i feel for a person i know it can't ever happen.. haha.. i felt sooooo emo on the plane or when i put my head down.. but claire guys came and made me laugh loads of times.. but happiness can only hold and last for how long.. not too long right.. sometimes i wish things just didn't go that way.. break one's heart.. go for another and break theirs too.. what the heck! what's wrong with them all.. ugh! sorry.. i'm just mad.. well, i'm be going.. and hey chEEkie! have fun on your trip!!!!!! i saw megahen guys there at the terminal! haha.. it was funny seeing you guys there.. well, adios!