Rachel Chase
Social
Relationship Status
Single
Highschool
Siegel
College
MTSU
Favorite Music
rock, classical, pop, foreign, Ayumi Hamasaki, Gackt, High School Musical, HIGH and MIGHTY COLOR, Evanesence, Queen, Drake Bell, Muse, crossfade, Three Days Grace, My Chemical Romance, Lindsay Lohan, Krystal Meyers, Adam Pascal, Jesse McCartney, Disciple, Barlow Girl, Switchfoot, show tunes, Les Miserables, Side Show, Spamalot, The Who's Tommy, Miss Saigon, RENT, Aida, Lestat, We Will Rock You the musical, West Side Story, Dirty Rotten Scoundrels, Jekyll and Hyde, The Phantom of the Opera, etc.
Favorite Movies
High School Musical, RENT, Mean Girls, Never Been Kissed, The Phantom of the Opera, The Emperor's New Groove, Napoleon Dynamite, Drop Dead Fred, She's the Man, Interview with the Vampire, The Chronicles of Narnia, Memoirs of a Geisha, The Island, Dirty Dancing Havana Nights, anime, Sailor Moon, Kronk's New Groove, The Ringer, the Work Office Safety video, Moulin Rouge, Jaws, Cold Mountain, etc.
Favorite Books
Bible, Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde, The China Garden, Grendel, etc.
Naturally
September 23 2005
"I want to go to that place.
I've prepared for my journey;
all that's left is to start running.
The closer I get, the more
I seem to understand,
but I still pretend not to see.
But I've come to the point
where I can't turn back,
and that's where I hesitate.
Even stopping
scares me. Fragile and
crying, you said to me:
Being sad is the same as giving up.
In gathering, displaying, and viewing
only beautiful things
and seeing only beautiful dreams,
I was only lamenting reality.
Trying to give a shape to
happiness is the same as
saying there's no reason behind love.
Yes, I've been thinking too hard,
in my head. I've been searching
for answers I don't expect to find.
I'm tired of those days of meaningless fun.
While chasing and being chased,
I've lost sight of my home.
So as not to be hurt any more,
I closed my eyes and turned away.
In gathering, displaying, and viewing
only beautiful things
and seeing only beautiful dreams,
I only lamented reality.
No matter what this place is like,
no matter where I go next,
I'll share my freedom and loneliness.
I think I can make it as I am now."
-Ayu
photo from NeoDaydream
I've prepared for my journey;
all that's left is to start running.
The closer I get, the more
I seem to understand,
but I still pretend not to see.
But I've come to the point
where I can't turn back,
and that's where I hesitate.
Even stopping
scares me. Fragile and
crying, you said to me:
Being sad is the same as giving up.
In gathering, displaying, and viewing
only beautiful things
and seeing only beautiful dreams,
I was only lamenting reality.
Trying to give a shape to
happiness is the same as
saying there's no reason behind love.
Yes, I've been thinking too hard,
in my head. I've been searching
for answers I don't expect to find.
I'm tired of those days of meaningless fun.
While chasing and being chased,
I've lost sight of my home.
So as not to be hurt any more,
I closed my eyes and turned away.
In gathering, displaying, and viewing
only beautiful things
and seeing only beautiful dreams,
I only lamented reality.
No matter what this place is like,
no matter where I go next,
I'll share my freedom and loneliness.
I think I can make it as I am now."
-Ayu
photo from NeoDaydream
Amanda
September 23 2005
thanks rachel. i guess you really can't help feeling insecure. i don't know...i'm just lost...
