life goes on

October 10 2005
nothing new
went to the firing range today. they pulled my M16 and issued me a SAW (squad automatic weapon). i'm not sure why, but i'm not altogether happy about it. more firepower is always a bonus but it's like lugging aroung a sack of bricks. when something happens next i'm sure i'll be glad i got it. qualified sharpshooter at the range if that means anything to anyone reading this. kind of disappointing becuz i've always qualified expert but of course that was w/ a different weapon.
this must be so boring for somebody to read. it's hard not being able to relate to society. i fear any shred of social skills i once had have gone from me completely. now i'm just rambling. after i got back i found out i had 12 hours of guard duty which i just finished so i guess it's normal to ramble some after being up for that long. i'm gonna cut it short here and do us all a favor. i wish all of you the best. i'll wish u double the best if u send me an email. they're few and far between these days.

Cassie

October 11 2005
matt... i never understood your bable BEFORE! ;) just kiddin! i backed out of the haunted house. i made it through two rooms and just absolutely flipped. when my boyfriend came out at the end he said it was lame. i guess i had high standards - i just kept picturing nashville's prison! and those CLOWNS! holycow - ya'll are both pieces of poop for that one, matthew.