implosion is imminent

August 19 2005
i'm a very easy going person and it's very rare for my temper to reach it's breaking point. but i was so angry today i could've sworn there was blood boiling out of my ears. there's nothing like working your butt off all day in 130+ just to get cussed up and down by a jackass over things that aren't done that he never told u he wanted done. especially while he's been sitting in the ac at the barracks all day. i've never really hated anyone in my life but God help me i hate this man. anyway i look at it i lose simply because of the military's backwards hierarchy. i need to cool down.
pray for me to take the right approach to all this and handle it the way I should.

Courtney

August 19 2005
i can't say that i know how you feel, but i'm going through something similar. but i will make sure to pray for you and most definetly that other person!