what do you mean you've lost gorgeous george?

August 10 2005
9:27pm...can't sleep...
is insomnia a disease? or maybe a result of stress or malnutrition, who really knows for sure? gotta be at work in 3 hrs. i think i'm gonna go for a run. i always feel better after a good long run.
21 days between me and the states!
i'm anxious to get home and see what my apartment looks like. so my roommate decides to just up and get rid of my house and move us both to an apartment in town. something about spores or asthma or something. i think he went a little crazy living by himself while i'm gone. so much for privacy and fireworks. now i'm living under a youth pastor and his family. nothing against them but there's a certain amount of noise that comes w/ a group of college guys. i really don't think it's gonna fly too well. we'll see.
have u ever had a moment of clarity? like when a situation is out of control or frustrating or whatnot and it's just like things stop and everything becomes very clear for a moment. i had one of those today while i was working. is this making any sense at all?

listening to Counting Crows:Films about Ghosts.

r

August 12 2005
Habas.... that's a cool name. Waay better than Nate or something. Speaking of bread, when you get back, you gotta try Panera Bread. It's awesome, kinda like Atlanta Bread Company.

Courtney

August 13 2005
just dropping by to say hi. i hope everything's going alright over there.