Hey Phusebox... I Have Had Another Boring Weekend ( I Usually Have Them Every Weekend)... But The Worst Part Of It Was When I Tried To See If I Could Take My Ex-Girlfriend To The Prom And She Turned Me Down And Said She's Already Going To It With Someone.. Man, That Hurt Me So Bad Inside, I Can't Even Express The Pain... I'm Starting To Think That There Is No One Out There For Me.... I Keep Looking And When I Find One It Ends Up The Same Way... Its Been The Same Way For 18 Years Straight Of My Life... Is It Me? Or Do I Have The Worst Luck With The Females? I Have Never Hurt A Female In My Life, But Why Do They Hurt Me? The Pain Has Been Going Around Inside Me Constantly But The Hurting Is Endless... I Feel As If I've Already Died Inside... So Lonely In Heart, And Empty In My Mind... Sometimes I Just Wonder Why Am I Even Here? I'm Always Feeling So Down And So Empty... I Still Don't Have A Date For The Prom And I Still Don't Have A Valentine For Valentine's Day... Is My Life Terrible Or What? I'm So Stressed, Empty, And Hurt That I Don't Know What I Wanna Do Anymore...My Life Has Came To The Point Where I Don't Wanna Go Any Further... I Wish I Could Just Wake Up And All Of This Could Just Be A Dream Because I Can't Stand Being Hurt Anymore... My Mind Just Keeps Wandering To That Jagged Edge Song... If Yall Have Never Heard It It Goes Like "Whats It Like To Be In Love, It's All I'm Thinking Of, I'm Just Wondering Will Love Ever Know Me?"  That Kinda Chorus Can Really Tear You Up Inside Because Everytime You Find That Someone That You Like And That You Wanna Love, They Always Leave Or Do Something Wrong... Well Peace PhuseBox Please Write Me Some Remarks And Let Me Know How Yall Feel About How Im Living...

I'm So Sick Of Love Songs,
So Sick Of Tears,
So Sick Of Wishing,
You Were Still Here,
Thats Why I'm So Sick Of Love Songs,
So Sad And Slow,
Why Can't I Turn Off The Radio?
-So Sick By Ne-Yo....