Im Going To Prom With My Baby This Weekend... But Tonight Im Going To Church... I Gotta Pick Up My Tux Tommorrow And Go Get My Lil Cousin... Then On Saturday I Get To Spend Time Wit My Baby!!!

I Got Invited To Come Run Track Again.. Im Excited Cause I Miss Running Track Since Last Year Where Siegel High Was My First Experience Of Loving This Sport... Wish Me Well? I Miss My Last Year (05-06) Track Team!!

Hey I Know Its Been Awhile Since Ive Been On Here But Now Im Back... Just Wanted To Let Everyone Know... And As For My Friends I Knew Last Year And The Ones That I Graduated Wit? I Miss Yall For Real.... Haha We Had Some Good Times Last School Year... I Hope Yall Are Doing Well...

Whats Up Phusers? Me, Nothing Much Just Sitting In Class Eating Lunch... Anyways, Its Pretty Fun In This Room... Im Glad The Principal Gave Me 2 Days In Here, Instead Of OSS Because If She Wouldve Did That Then My Mom Wouldve Popped A Blood Vessel As Soon As She Wouldve Found Out Hahahaha... Anyways We Got Another 4 Day Weekend Off... Thank God... I Get More Time To Stay Out And Rest.... I Wanna Spend Most Of That Time With My Baby Because I Wanna Show Her Some Signs Of Love Making LOL Im Telling Yall Too Much... But Anyways, Ima Try To Do As Much As Possible This Weekend... Today, There Is A Party @ The Armory From 8-12... Cost Is $5 Dollars Before 10 PM... And Friday There Is Another Party At The Ramada Inn On Church St... From 8-1... Cost Is $5 Dollars... Man , Its A Party Weekend Aint It? Also On Friday Ima Go To Nashville And See If I Can Get Me A Grill... And Saturday Ima Try To Go To The Movies, And Sunday Ima Try To Chill With My Baby Until I Leave To Go Back Home... Man, I Already Got My Plans Laid Out Huh? Its Gonna Be Crunk This Weekend... I Hope I Wont Be Stuck In The House Not Doing Nothing... But If Im In The Spot, ITS GOING DOWN!!!

~Hey Phusebox... And Hey Rachel & Aaron And All Of My Other Friends.... I'm In Trouble For Having 10 Tardies To 2nd Period So I Won't Be In Class Until Monday... I Miss Yall Already... I Love Ya Rachel You Are Such A Good Friend... But, When I Get Back Mrs. Anderson Is Gonna Hate Me Again When I Get The Class Going Hahahaha... Ima Be Back Soon Love Yall And Write Me Ok?~

~Whats Up Phusebox? We Had Our Track Meet Yesterday @ Blackman Against Blackman, Mt. Juliet, Lebanon, And  Some Other Team Yesterday (Tuesday)... I Did Really Well, I Mean I Ran Extra Hard And My Coach Was Like You Are Doing Extra Better Than You Usually Was... I Mean I Started Off Kinda Slow But Then I Picked Up My Game And Got Serious With It And Now Im Coming On Top... The Crowd Went Wild As They Saw Ive Became Serious Wit My Game... After I Ran The 400 And 4 X 4 Relay, My Ankle Was Hurting, And It Still Does... Plus I Still Got On These Weights On My Ankles To Make Me Run Faster So Its Gonna Hurt Alot More Hahaha.. It Ain't Like Im Tryna Hurt Myself Or Nothing Im Just Tryna Make Myself Faster... Well, Our Next Meet Will Be In Nashville @ Vanderbilt... I'll Let You Know When That Will Be So Stay On The Lookout...~

~We Have An Upcoming Track Meet Coming Up Tuesday @ Blackman... Try To Come And Show Us Some Support If You Can Or Show Us Your Love Right Here With A Comment That Would Be Cool... Holla Back Yall!~

~Tell Me Why Is It That Everytime We Fall In Love It Fades Away, Why Can't We Have A Special Someone That's Here To Stay, Why Can't We Have Someone That Will Love You And Never Let You Go, But Not Be Here For A Memory For You To Remember Or Just To Know, Why Cant We Have A Special Someone That Can Change The Way You Are Feeling Inside, Why Can't We Have Someone That Tells You That They Love You Everyday & Not Let Their Feelings Hide, Why Can We Have Someone That Could Make Your Sun Shine Bright And Be Your Light To Guide You Through The Night, A Special Someone That Can Hold You & Be There Whenever You Need Them As If It Was Love At First Sight, Why Can't We Have A Special Someone That Won't Throw Away Your Heart, A Special Someone That Cares And A Special Someone That Has Loved You From The Start, Why Cant We Have A Special Someone That Can Be With You Until God Call Us Home, Why Can't We Have A Special Someone That You Wouldn't Have To Tell That You Don't Wanna Be Alone, Why Can't We Have A Special Someone To Be There To Wipe Away Your Tears, A Special Someone That Tells You Thats She'll Be Here Forever And Say There Is Nothing To Fear, Why Can't We Have A Special Someone That Can Share Her Pain With You, A Special Someone That Turns Your Morning Sky Blue, Why Can't We Have Someone That Can Be Around To Make You Smile, A Special Someone Whose Love For You Won't Ever Change Eventhough Its Been Awhile, Why Can't We Have A Special Someone That Loves You For What You Are Today, But Not Leave You With A Feeling So Empty And Leave You With Nothing Left To Say~


This Is Real Love....

~Why Does Life Put You Down When You Are At A Place That You Feel Like Nothing Could Ever Go Wrong? Why Does It Hurt The Most When Your Loved One Leaves You When You Opened Up Your Heart To Her? No Matter How Many Tears You Shed, No Matter How Much Love You Give, Love Never Seems To Stay The Same Or Be As Understanding As You See It~

Hey Phusebox? Whats Up? Me, Nothing Much Just Chilling In 4th Period Doing Work... Man, The Worst Thing Happened This Morning On My Way To School... My Girlfriend Texted Me And Told Me She Didnt Know How To Explain Something To Me And She Didnt Want Me To Get Mad... I Asked What Is It Baby, Then She Tells Me That She's Not Ready To Be In A Relationship... Man, Im Hurting So Bad Inside... Why Is It That Every Time I Get Settled With Someone That I Love, They End Up Leaving Me? What Did I Do Wrong? Did I Not Love Her Enough? Eventhough I Told Her I Love Her Everyday, Tell Her She's Beautiful When I See Her, And With Every Moment I Have, I Want To Spend It With Her... I Cried This Morning In First Period, Eventhough It Didnt Show... I Really Loved Her, And I Thought We Had Something Together... The Kissing, The Hugging, The Loving, All Of That.... The Pain I Feel Inside Just Gets Deeper & Deeper As I Wander, What Is She Doing Now, Does She Still Love Me, Why Did She Leave Me?!? Did She Want Another Man? All Ive Ever Wanted Was Someone That Would Love Me And Do Me Right... Someone Who Can Hold Me When Im Down, Someone To Be There To Love Me When I Need Her... But Everyday Is Like A Tear Falling From The Sky Yall Feel Me?  I Felt Like I Was Really In Love But Then It Just Goes Away Out Of Nowhere... Im Starting To Believe That There Is No Such Thing As Love... I Mean Shit, Define Love? It Seems Like Nobody Is Ready For Nothing Thats Real But Yet They Claim They Need It But The Next Minute They Leave It... What Is Wrong With Yall? Yall Claim Yall Wanna Be Loved But When You Get It Yall Leave Us, It Dont Work Like That Man?!? I Dont Know Why Yall Are So Attached With Other Boys Or Whatever Knowing You Have Something That Can Stay With You Forever!?! Excuse Me For Coming At Yall Like That, I'm Just Sick & Tired Of Being Ran Over By Females That Come At Me Saying They Love Me But At The End It Never Seemed Like You Did Because You Was The One That Ended Up Leaving... Its Hard To Get Over The Ones You Love And Its Hard To Stay Away Too...Man, Me And My Baby Was Going So Good, And So Well... But Not She Tryna Say She Wanna Up And Leave Because She Be Busy?!? Man Yeah The Fuck Right... Im Out Yall Im Tripping And Im Hurt...

Whats Up Phuse Box? Me, Nothing Much Just Chillin...  I Had So Much Fun On Spring Break... I Partied, Went To The Movies, And Spent Time With My Family... The Best Part Of It Was When I Spent It Wit My Baby... I Love You Baby And I Always Will... I Love You More Than Anything And I Wanna Be With You Forever... Well, I Gotta Go Before I Get Caught So See Ya..

Hey Phusebox... Whats Up? Me, Nothing Much Just Chillin... Anyways, Yesterday I Went To Church And Afterwards I Came Home And Later That Day I Went Over My Brothers... I Was Pretty Fun Over There... And Last Friday, At The Track Meet, We Didnt Do As Well As We Planned To Do... Actually We Did Worse... And I Feel So Empty Inside Again... I Dont Know Whats Wrong But I Just Have A Feeling That Something Just Isnt Right.. And Me And My Girlfriend Are Still Together If Yall Thought That Was It.. But She Needs To Give Me More Attention Though Because She Doesnt Answer My Calls Or Texts Sometimes... Well, In A Few Minutes When School Is Over I Have Track Practice Because We Have Another Track Meet On Thursday... I Hope To Lead My Team Into Victory... And After Practice Ima Go Over My Friend Quentins To See Him For A Little Bit Then Head Home For The Night... Well, I Dont Have Much To Say Anymore Because Im Feeling Empty Inside So I'll Write Yall Again Soon... Holla...

Whats Up Phusebox? Me, Nothing Much Just Chillin In 4th Period... Man Its Good To Be Back In Class Because For The Last 2 Days I Had ISS And That Teacher Was Evil... I Mean Very Mean... Anyways, Im Out And Ive Found A Prom Date!?! I Finally Got One And Ive Got A New Girlfriend... Thank You Lord, You Have Sent One Of Your Beautiful Angels To Love Me... I Love You Father... In Jesus Name AMEN!!! Im Trying To See Her Today But If I Dont See Her Today Then I'll See Her Saturday At Her Family & Friends Day Thing That She Invited me To Come To... And I Made The Track Team!!! Man I Must Have Good Luck Huh? We Have A Game Friday @ Riverdale And We Gonna Show Everybody That We Run It!!! Like I Said On My Title, Siegel... Stand UP!!! Im Supposed To Go To Church Today, Then Again Im Supposed To Meet Up With My Girlfriend So I'll Have To See Which One That Ima Do... And I Need $40 For My Track Shoes... Man, I Gotta Get That Money, Hopefully There Is A 60% Chance That I Will So Im Not Worrying... Well, I Gotta Go I'll Write Again Soon Because I Dont Want My Teacher To Catch Me And Start Trippin So See-Ya...

Whats Up Phusebox? Me, Nothing Much... I Had ISS Today... Man It Was So Boring... And I Swear That ISS Teacher Is Evil As Fuck... (Wit Her Ugly Ass Bowling Shoes She Keep Wearing Hahahahaha)... Anyways, We Had Bible Study Today... It Lasted Until 11 Something... Then I Came Home... Me & My Brother Was Supposed To Dance Off But We Didnt Have Time And Everyone Was Leaving Because Of School Tommorrow... Well, My Prom Is Right Around The Corner... I Still Dont Have A Date Yet But I'll Find One Soon... And I Miss My Classes At School Especially 4th Period... I Love That Class... I Love You Miss Anderson Hahahaha... And Rachel And Aaron If Yall Are Reading This, Ima Make Yall Airplanes Go Boom When I Get Back Thursday Hahahaha... Im Just Tripping But I Miss Yall Though... Well, Im Finna Eat And Go To Sleep So I'll Write Again Soon... See-Ya...

Whats Up Phusebox? Me, Nothing Much Just Chillin In 3rd Period On The Internet Like Usual Hahahaha... Anyways Im Not Gonna Be On Tuesday Or Wedsnesday Because I Have ISS... But Feel Free To Write Me Messages Or Whatever And I'll Get At You When I Get Home... My 4 Day Weekend Starting Last Thursday Was Too Fun... I Went To The Movies 3 Times!!! But It Was Still Fun I Got To Chill With Alot Of People... And I Stayed Over My Brothers House With Most Of My Family For Half Of The Weekend... The Worse Part About It Was When My Momma Got Mad At Me Because My Friend Brittney Took Something Out Of Her House... I Didnt Know She Had It But I Remember Her Leaving With It Though (When She Asked Me About It Thats When I Remembered)... Ive Never Seen That Kinda Anger Come From My Mom For 18 Years Straight Of My Life... It Kinda Made Me Feel Like Crying Or Something Yall Feel Me? And Sunday We All Went To Church And Had A Good Time... Alot Of New People Came To Our Church And Wanted To Become Members... And Afterwards, We Went Over To My Aunt Donnas And Ate And Talked... But Later On Me And My Brother Steven Jr Had A Dance Off To See Who Could Dance Better... Man He Shut Me Down.... I Couldnt Compare To Those Moves... But Ima Get Him Back When We Have A Rematch.... Well, The Bell Finna Ring So I'll Get At Yall Later... See-Ya...

Whats Up Phusebox? Me, Nothing Much Just Chillin In Class... We Watching Movies And Eating Food In Class... But Anyways We Still Having Fun... But This Fun That I'm Having Right Now Ain't Gonna Even Compare To The Fun Ima Have This Weekend... Oh, There Is Gonna Be A High School Skate Night At The Skate Center West Friday @ 6 PM... Be There, Hopefully All Of Your Friends Will Because I Heard It Was Gonna Be Packed With People... And I Found Out What My Cousin Wanted To Do... He Said He Just Wanted Me To Come Over And Chill This Weekend... But I Don't Know, Well I Might If I Dont Get Too Caught Up In All Of These Plans That Im Tryna Do Because There Are So Many Things That Im Tryna Do This Weekend... And That Girl I Was Telling Yall About That Was On That Bull****, Is Still On That Bull****... She's Tryna Act Like She Don't Hear Me Calling Her In The Hallways, It Like She Tryna Ignore Me... But Its Aiight... I Already Know That She Isn't The Only Girl In The World That I Could Try To Get With So It Really Doesnt Matter To Me... Well, Im Finna Go Enjoy The Rest Of The Party, And Next Period, We Are Ordering Pizza So I'll Write Again Soon... See Ya...

Whats Up Phusebox? Me, Nothing Much Just Waiting For The Bell To Ring So I Can Go Home... We Are Supposed To Have A Good Time Tommorow... Parties In The Classes And Everything... I Can't Wait... And Yesterday I Got Paid Some Money... Yay For Me... I'm Gonna Go Shopping Soon And Buy Me A Grill (6 On Top And 6 On Bottom... White Gold) And Ima Look Fresh Wit It... You Know How I Be... Anyways, Bible Study Last Night Was Fun... But I Didn't Pay Attention As Much As I Shouldve... But I Will Next Time... And The 4 Day Weekend Thats Coming Up Is Gonna Be So Fun For Me... Thursday After School Ima Go Over My Brothers To Spend The Night With Most Of My Family And Hopefully I'll See My Baby Raven Before I Go There... Love You Raven... And The Weekend, I'm Supposed To Hang Out With My Cousin Dre Again And My Cousin Xavier.. My Cousin Xavier Asked Me If I Wasn't Doing Anything This Weekend He Told Me To Let Him Know... I Wonder What He's Tryna Do This Weekend? Hmm I Hope It Aint The Battle In The Boro For The Half-Timers Because I Heard It Got Cancelled Again... Me Thinking (What Is Wrong With These People, They Say There Is Gonna Be A Battle On This Day And That Day But They Cancel It At The Last Minute...) Well, I'll Let Yall Know The Full Details Tommorrow When I Get Back In School... Today This Boy In My 3rd Period Won't Take My Challenges On Tryna Find Out Who Can Dance The Best... He Keeps Bragging Saying He Can Dance Better Than Me But When I Step Up, He Stays In His Seat And Looks Around... Hahahahaha.... And By The Way.. The Girl I Liked At First That I Told Yall About That Was On That Bull**** Is Back Today... At First I Thought She Transferred Or Something Because She Missed 2 Days Of School... But My Cousin Told Me She Was In Nashville For Something... I Still Like Her But I Don't Know If I Should Even Mess With Her Anymore Because She Seems Like She Is A Waste Of Time... But If Things Get Better, Then I Just Might Change My Mind... Well, I Gotta Go... The Bell Finna Ring So I'll Write Again Soon... See Ya... 

Hey Phusebox Whats Up? Man Yesterday I Tore The Class Up... I Had Them Laughing And Everything... Today I Might Do It Again But The Student Teacher Is Here So, Um I Don't Know... But There Is A Possibility Tho... And Today After School, Im Going Over To My Brothers House For Bible Study With Most Of My Family... I Can't Wait... Its Gonna Be Another Good Day... Well, I Gotta Go... I'll Write Again Soon So See Ya...

Whats Up PhuseBox? Me, Nothing Much Just Got Back In School Today... And Thank God That We Don't Have School This Friday.. That Gives Me More Time To Rest... And Last Weekend Was So Much Fun... I Went To A Party On Friday Over By MTSU In Some Girls Apartment... It Started Off Boring And Everybody Started To Leave But Then, I Wasn't Gonna Take It Anymore So I Grabbed Me A Girl And She Danced On Me Almost All Night... Then My Friends Got Mad At Me Because I Wasnt Sharing Her Hahahahaha... And On Saturday I Went To The Movies With Some Of My Friends And With My Cousin Dre To See That New Dave Chappelle Block Party Movie... It Was So Funny... I Didn't Get Home Until Like 2 In The Morning... I Wish That Every Weekend Could Be Like That Instead Of Having To Wait For A Long Period Of Time Then My Fun Comes... Thats Boring Aint It? And Sunday I Guess Me And My Mom Was Too Tired So We Didn't Go To Church... I'm So Sorry God... I Will Make It Up To You Somehow In Jesus Name, AMEN... Well, I Gotta Go... The Bell Is About To Ring And I Don't Want My Teacher (Mrs. Teasley) To Catch Me Because She Take This Internet Thing To Seriously Hahahahahaha.... I'll Write Again Soon... See-Ya...

Hey Phusebox... I Went To Church Last Night... It Was So Good... Not Everybody Was There But We Still Had A Great Service... And Then After Church, We Went Over To My Aunts House With My Cousins... Man We Had A Gathering In The Family And My Brother Spoke Some Words That Touched All Of Us... It Was Funny Too When He Made Jokes Out Of What People Do In Life... Man, God Is Good... And So Is My Mom And My Brother Steven... Thats Why I Look Up To Them As Heroes In My Life... I Love My Family So Much That Nothing Can Take Their Place Except God... And Well Its The Weekend And You Know Im About To Try To Do Something Fun... Hopefully, I'll Chill With My Cousin Dre Since He Got Put Out Of The Basketball Season... Damn You Siegel!?! LOL...  And Now For The Next Subject, Remember When I Told Yall That "One Of The Girls I Liked Said I Can Get To Know Her"? Well, To Be Honest, She On That Bull****... I Don't Know What Her Deal Is... She Acting Like She Don't Remember Nothing... So I'ma Just Let Her Go Because She Ain't Worth My Time Or My Love... Besides I Have Others Who Like Me But I'm Not For Sure Yet, But I'll Let You Know Whats Up When I Find Out... Well, I'm About To Just Chill In The Class For Awhile So I'll Write Again Soon...