I was just thinking of the book, Song Of the Wanderer.  Have you ever read that book?!  It's amazing... just like my amazing Jordan!!!!!!!  *yay*  <3  -Chelsea

Falling:  Staind - Chapter V

You
In your shell
Are you waiting for someone to rescue you
From yourself
Don't be disappointed when no one comes

Don't blame me you didn't get it
Don't blame me you didn't get it
Don't blame me you didn't get it

I already told you that falling is easy
It's getting back up that becomes the problem
Becomes the problem
If you don't believe you can find a way out
You've become the problem
Become the problem

You
All alone
Are you waiting for someone to make you whole?
Can't you see?
Aren't you tired of this dysfunctional routine?

Don't blame me you didn't get it
Don't blame me you didn't get it
Don't blame me you didn't get it

I already told you that falling is easy
It's getting back up that becomes the problem
Becomes the problem
If you don't believe you can find a way out
You've become the problem
Become the problem

I already told you that falling is easy
It's getting back up that becomes the problem
Becomes the problem
If you don't believe you can find a way out
You've become the problem
Become the problem

Falling is easy
It's getting back up that becomes the problem
Becomes the problem
And if you believe you can find a way out
Then you've solved the problem
You've solved your problem

And it's been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
And it's been awhile
Since I first saw you
And it's been awhile
Since I could stand on my own two feet again
And it's been awhile
Since I could call you

And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
I've stretched myself beyond my means

And it's been awhile
Since I can say that I wasn't addicted
And it's been awhile
Since I can say I love myself as well
And it's been awhile
Since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do
And it's been awhile
But all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you

And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
I've gone and fucked things up again

Why must I feel this way?
Just make this go away
Just one more peaceful day!

And it's been awhile
Since I could look at myself straight
And it's been awhile
Since I said I'm sorry
And it's been awhile
Since I've seen the way the candles light your face
And it's been awhile
But I can still remember just the way you taste

And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem to be I know it's me
I cannot blame this on my father
He did the best he could for me

And it's been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
And it's been awhile
Since I said I'm sorry

     Bleh... >>> I'm bored.  Oh well.  I suppose that xanga is more interesting than this thing.  (since I'm new at it)  [lol]  ANYCOWS... >>>  I just wanted to say hi to Elizabeth and Ben (I suppose).  & now... >>> I'm off.  so...  TOODLES!!!!!  & remember kids.  No Glove, No Love.  :)

                            <3      -Chelsea

     Wow... >>> I am SO f'ing tired.  Me & one of my best friend's (Kyra), went to the Blue Collar Comedy Tour show in Nashville last nite. Well... >>> after all of that... she & I walked all around the whole damned block to find ourselves in front of a bar right across from the Gaylord place (how ironically placed, really). And we ended up talking to the bouncer (whom was AWESOMELY nice to us), & he gave us each a clove to smoke. *tee hee* ((hadn't smoked one of those in AGES!!!!!!!))
     Anycows... >>> I suppose I'll be on my way.  TOODLES!!!!!!!   & remember... No Glove, No Love.  (lol)

                                       <3             -Chelsea

     Yea... >>> I'm pretty sure I've bitten off more than I can chew this time.  Oh well... what should I do?!  I'm SO afraid of making a choice at this moment. 
     But anyways... >>> I'm out ya'll... TOODLES!!!!!!!

                           <3      -Chelsea