I'm sorry

June 08 2005
I'm sorry for offending all of you. I sincerely am.

I'm sorry for apparently misspeaking about certain people. I was told that issues were there that apparently arent. I'm sorry that I wouldnt tell. I really am. I was trembling on the phone because of how badly I wanted to tell. But I had promised not to. I took my phone, woke up my mother, and asked her to. I hope that at the least you can recognize and understand that I was broken as to how to respond and I couldnt bring myself to do it myself, but I did make sure you found out. This may have finally broken any chances of you working with me, but I hope not. I honestly pray that we may all get past this and work to patch these horrific wounds.

To another, I'm sorry that I did allow the information to be given. I wanted so bad to keep the trust, but I allowed Mom to make the call so I didnt have to. I hope that I am able to hear from you tomorrow or otherwise very soon to figure out if things are okay with everything. I'm sorry, and I hope that all things work out for all friends, family members, and the like that are involved. Again, I hope that all wounds may be patched.

To all else affected, especially though one who will likely not read this, I am sorry for any hurt my involvement might have caused. I truly am.

My only question is whether or not this can be worked past. There were misunderstandings and good intentions gone bad on all sides.

Can we fix it? Please?

Oh crap

June 08 2005
Cry havoc . . . .

It appears things are a lot worse than imagined. I could use some prayer, but a friend of mine could use FAR more.

I'm sorry and scared.

Darnedest thing is that I wasnt directly the spark this time. And I fear that may be my fault too.

Meh

June 04 2005
Well, parents just left for Texas. Now that they're gone and reading stuffs, I wonder if this weekend is gonna be any good or if I should just sleep through it. We'll see.

*sigh*

June 02 2005
Well, today was my first day of Kroger training. This training today consisted entirely of boring informational programs on the computer. I hope that tomorrow I'll actually get to DO something.

I miss people. I want money. Wow, I'm weird.

Soooo . . . yeah.

Good times

June 01 2005
Well, it is fun to have something new to mess around with. Especially since Xanga is mostly dried up. MOSTLY. There are gems here and there. Anywho, I'm bored. Are you?

Well well well

June 01 2005
Another cool thing to try! Rock on!