not much to say cept somebody got mad at me for somthing i didn't say... but o well life goes on

well i am n algebra... but i am very bored here at school b/c roth isn't here... got in trouble for bein late... i hope it wasn't to 4th cuz then it will be my fault... so then i will feel bad about it.

me and roth are going out now... and i am very happy... 'nuff said

wellllllllll things haven't been going as well as hoped... things are just moving downward... and i can't stop it... i cant catch myself and it scares me...

i can't get over the pool thing

has anyone else besides me and april jumped in a pool at 1:00 in the morning in 30 degree weather w/ all our clothes on?

things are better... i have been doing better... yeah.. tis all

i am truly very and deeply sorry. beyond words sorry. i know i hurt you guys and myself by doing this to myself... but sometimes it is hard to just bear it and accept things... and i am trying harder... now

sadness rolling in soon

i miss a choice person... and it sucks cuz i can't do anything to see that person... but o well... i am just feeling... calm

Kissing Doorknobs. No commentary as of yet

I saw Exorcism of Emily Rose today. awesome... yeah

Melancholy and infinite

sometimes passive agressiveness is all i have to show to some people. i try very hard but tis hard to keep calm all the time. i love all my friends and when they back down on their word it hurts... it really hurts

I don't think people should get upset over petty things because you never know how much time you will have with the person you get upset w/.

i have new enlightenment in life... i don't want to listen or watch crap... trash in trash out ya know... i can't veer off onto the wrong track again... i just can't... and i wont... i won't let myself... please don't let me

some ppl just wear a mask to hide what they are feeling... you can't do that b/c then you will end up breaking down... i know from experience you have to try your hardest to get help if you aren't feeling right... hiding doesn't help... it just worsens... you can only blow up a balloon so far until it pops...

me and elizabeth danced in the rain... twas beautiful... i love the rain... do you?

it tis wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy too hot today...so me and betsy are gonna go swimmin... very cool... don't have much to say... i finally figured out this whole phusebox thing... well here is a quote for all the cool ones, "If someone tries to show you a picture of their Ugliest Thing what are the chances you aren't going to look?" -Amandine (a novel)

today was so tiring at summer school... bleh drivers ed... well i haven't exactly figured out how to do all of this yet so it doesn't exactly portray me yet... but it shall