July 17 2005
life is beautiful.
the sunset was pure gold tonight. we stopped the car in the middle of the road to watch it. living has become very simple. I kindof let go and allowed things work themselves out. I don't really have to worry. the past month has been so up and down, so confusing, so heartbreaking at times... but what I realized, is the one thing I always loved- will always be there. I can't ignore my past, and I can't ignore the future. but today is beautiful, I could hardly speak a word for my mind was so peaceful. I tried to soak in the thought... that I really do LOVE ~you~.
"You make me so happy."

PS: I'm listening to Coldplay- X&Y... and I like it... I like it a lot.