Today is one of those days. One of those days where endless emotion just came sweeping through me and is swirling around inside of me. On the surface, you cannot see much. Just that distant glazed over look in my eye, the vague expression on my face, and that quiet voice that provokes a string of, "what's wrong?" from everyone.

Nothing's wrong. I've just got things on my mind. And I'm brewing in the silence of my own personal chaos. I find it somewhat comforting. I'm in my own world. Thinking about things I have learned lately.

I've learned that there are plenty of things in life that I'm better off simply not reacting to. But I always seem to fall victim to my short temper, and it always ends up steering me in a backwards direction. I need to learn to hold my tongue. I've picked up on when it becomes necessary to separate myself from almost any situation, which is a good thing. People who meant everything to me in a time which seems like forever ago, seem to mean less to me now. Well, no. That is a lie. I'm pretty sure it is me that means little to them. and as much as that is difficult to accept, I've learned to respect the distance placed between us