Phusebox

I wonder about myself sometimes

June 10 2005

I wonder what it will take for me to be completely satisfied with Christ. I wonder what it will take for me to believe that there is some guy out there for me that'll love me for me. I wonder what it will take for me to see that my inner-beauty is more important to others than my outer appearance.
I do love Jesus with all of my heart and I know He loves me, but sometimes I hate to say that it's not enough for me on this earth when I feel like I need a physical touch or actual words of affirmation, which I don't get from God. I do have His word though and His word tells me I am enough and that He loves me so much.

Well, I'm gonna go for now. I'm meeting Holly and her sister at the movies to see the new Star Wars movie!
I'm excited :)

In Christ, Kaylei

Amy

June 10 2005

It's definitely an ever continuing learning process. And let me tell you, even one day when you have a boyfriend, there will be days he doesn't give you the affection you feel you need. Believe me, I know! It seems sometimes that the day I feel I need the most affection, I don't get any! That's why it's so important to be content in Christ. God worked on me being content in Him for 17 years before I started dating Garrett, and now I still have to re-learn the lesson several times! That's why I love this book I'm reading so much... it's really opened my eyes... because sometimes I'm anything but content! Thanks for bringing by my PJs and have fun watching Star Wars!