worries worries worries....

October 09 2006

I don't understand what God wants in a certain situation I'm dealing with. I don't know if He's telling me to just work on the things that I can and not worry about this, or if He's telling me that I need to change this one thing about myself that I'm worrying over. Oh, I just wish I knew the answers. I really need God's wisdom and discernment. Mother tells me I shouldn't worry about it and that I just need to focus on the things I know how to work on or can do.  Please just pray for me...pray for me  to have peace about this situation and that God will help me do whatever He wants me to do. So, it's kind of been a very serious kind of day....that, and having 3 tests all in the same week is sooo not cool.


So yeah...lots of stress and anxiety is just built up in me and I don't know what to do about a lot of it.  


On a lighter note, I am soooo ready for Fall Break. It's going to be great to have some extra down time. Some friends and I are planning on seeing Aida...it's the opera version of the show, which should be really cool. It's playing at TPAC this weekend.  I saw the musical version of it at Siegel and loved everything about it. My friend David is going to be in it, so we're all going to support him. 


Hope everyone is having a great start of the week.


<3 Kaylei

Amy

October 09 2006
Yeah... I would tell you to not worry but it's way easier said than done... ha ha... I worry a lot so I can't talk much. But I do know that my worrying is always in vain, because God is always faithful. So even though right now you're not sure what to do, you'll know when the time's right. Remember, God is not the author of confusion! Hope your tests go well! And Aida sounds awesome! I loved it at Siegel! Garrett and I are gonna go see an opera in December and I'm excited!