drama and lies!

December 12 2005
ok so the last week has been total BS!! to say the least! i am tired of everything and everyone right now which is why i am excited to be home! surrounded by your parents and not of school is really a good thing! i am just tired i dont have drama until bpc...well i can honestly say that i have been drama free for about 3 weeks... and fighting with ryan really isnt my drama becuase thats how we talk! i wish that i could tell everyone that i am not going to lie.... i dont owe anyone anything and vice versa! so if the truth is what they want i will tell it, that way its not on my head! anyways i dont like to be lied to so i am not going to do it! ok tired of this subject, i am going to go finish decorating for chirstmas and then clean! until then!

tigerlily

December 13 2005
I was asked not to talk to you because I only upset you when I do. And so, since Ryan hates me, but he was dear to me, I am honoring his wish. But if the case is not that me talking with you bothers you please let me know. I was really enjoying our growing friendship and I don't want to see it end. If I upset you in any way then I am really sorry. Thank you for your remark on my phuse. I really needed that today.

tigerlily

December 13 2005
And please don't lie. Because if you lie, then it will make me look like a liar. The only thing I want out of all of this is for everyone to know the truth. I have lost a lot, and my only wish is for the truth to be known.