as i sit in this dark room i poder on the the things of this life. thoughts of what really is my purpose here on this earth. why am i here?  i think about my goals in life and how far i am from reaching them. each goal has its own purpose. its up to me to meet the goals that i set for myself. so far several of my goals have been met. for example i gradauted from highschool and now i am pursuing my degree in architecture.  another hing that i ponder on is my relationship with God. God gave each person a fre will to decifer what's right from wrong. each day of every second,minute, and hour i have the choice to follow God's will or not. i ponder on the junk that used to have a stronghold on my life. God allows us to go through trials and tribulations to better us. i know that sounds somewhat far- fetched but its true. God sent his only begotten son to die on an old rugged cross for all mankind. all we have to do is call on his name and believe in our hearts that Jesus Christ died on an old rugged cross to save us from all unrighteousness.  God never promised that this life was going to be easy. he allows us to go throgh trials to exmine our hearts, to make us into His image. as each day passes i will follow the will of God for my life and trust Him wholeheartedly!