so last night, i sat at my aunt's house as she was in the other room dying and as her husband threw himself in a drunken rage. and i thought to myself? why is she dying when she is such an amazing person, yet he is standing in front of me yelling about nothing and very much alive (yet probably more dead inside than she).

it just makes me very sad...and i dont want her to die. but i have to know that she will be in the glory of the Lord...and we will be here

there is a song that says "God only cries for the living" and i didnt truly understand it until after i had been there and i saw what she endured on a regular basis. cause i just dont think i could be that strong...and i'm glad she doesnt have to be very much longer.

so, if you would be so kind as to pray for her family and her 3 children and especially her daughter who is like 11, because i just dont want to think about losing my mom until forever...