and the world just keeps on turning...

July 08 2005
i am sorry they raped the light away.
and all that you stood for was torn from your gushing heart.
but wait...
maybe i shouldn't......agree?
and.
i apologize for the endless days i've wasted.
by telling you forget a resistance.
i am sorry for karma.
it's ridiculous,
don't you agree?
but your head's been stuck in the sand far too long.
and now i'll leave you be.

although you are unknown to this site...
i wish you could read it in my eyes next time we stop car to car.

i need to read.
to practice.
to write.
to bath.
to call.
to socialize.
but i honestly feel like going back to sleep at 11:13 in the morning/almost afternoon.