early morning i wake up and want to die... i see my slef in the mirror and ask why... cant i feel the person i see...pray and pray but the more i do the less i feel him near... and the more i cry...the more im just drowning in the sea of tears... that once fell for the one who lied... the one i trusted but never came through... who never held me in his hands... i just want to live and not cry not shrivel and die...to find the faith i knew i had... but was lost in the sin i wrote in the blood i lost for the one who lied...i lived for the one who saved me to live not die...i killed my self for my selfish needs i was the one who lied i lost the blood missed out on the one who cared for the one who just asked to be relied on... the one who saved me... i turned my back to...and now i die...