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August 17 2006

hey ppl miss me well sry i havent been on cause well im always on myspace lol phusebox old lol so anyways how everone doin lol


RAPE

May 22 2006

why do guys hurt gurls,why do they rape,hurt,cheat,kill? gurls why i ask but will never know will we?, do you know wat it feels like to be raped it hurts you say you dont remeber and maybe you dont they say your bloking it out of your mind but maybe you were just high and as time goes bye you remeber slowly day by day you get more in your head and wounder will i ever remeber and you get pissed off and cry all night cause you dont know if he did it or not, ever time someone says rape or you see it in a move you want to cry, you close your legs closer and closer togther so does that meen you were RAPED you never know maybe you will they say your lying cause you would remeber but sometimes you dont or you dont want to and hide it from ever one you think realy hard to remeber but its still not there or maybe he didnt and stoped but its odd cause you talk to him still but you feel like he didn;t do it but when your not talking to him you feel like he hurt you and didnt stop but you dont know for sure you'll remeber some day and maybe you wont but i still ask WHY ,why do you hurt gurls if you are a guy please tell me why even if you didnt rape a gurl but you hurt them in some way you just not know if you know you hurt a gurl in any way tell me how and who you hurt and why!!!!!!!!

im back!

May 22 2006

IM BACK!!!!!!!!YES I GOT ONLINE AT MY HOUSE SO I'LL BE ON ALL DA TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!

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May 06 2006
hey im just sitting here with my baby mayahuel i love her to death she's 6year old!!!!!!!!!!!!!!she's the gurl in my pic

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April 28 2006

never let the fear of stiking out keep you from playing the GAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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April 28 2006

hey why do i keep getting dreams adout my step dad beeting me im so scared help!! one of my dreams he hit me in the face and i woke up and my face hurt like a bitch!!!!!!!my so fucken scared was it real???

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April 25 2006

i like this guy nicky for three years i want to tell him so badly but i cant help me please should i tell him or not please im dieing!!!

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April 20 2006

HAPPY 4-20 I LUV YA!!!!!!!!!!

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April 17 2006
WATZ UP PEOPLE ME JUST CHILLIN HERE BORD AS FUCK!!!!!!!!

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April 15 2006

i cant stop thinging of him its in my mind 24/7 god just please help me i need it i know i do bad things and cant take it back and im sry for it but i cant take this shit any more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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April 14 2006

today its going good finely any ways i've been thinking of this guy who died like 2-3years ago named jimmy it was so sad i cryed cause he was only 14years old and he didnt have along life after that happened i think life is so short i know i shoulden't but we ant promised tomorrow so i do ever thing at a young age i did stuff i shoulden't do until im 16-17 years old but i did it and cant take it back i cant change the past!!!!!!!!

ass holes

April 13 2006

hay watz up peoples, i am so mad, to much shit is going down is the past 3days lots of guys are ass holes and some are so sweet but why do i find ass hole and not sweet guys i know only one really sweet guy nicky i had a cursh on him for 3years and still not wit him it sucks so badly

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April 12 2006
when you love some one you cant help it your not so post to!!!!

HOME

April 12 2006

a place i hate some were i cant hide people say the salfest place is in your own mind but i cant even hide there to many bad things happen to me so were do i go know one know but me!!!!!!!!!!!!

love

April 12 2006

well there this guy i liked for 2years and got over him but we talked last night and now all those feelings are coming back and it sucks cause i thought i was over him but when you love some one you can't help it your not so post to!!!!!!!!!!

out of the hospital

April 11 2006
i found out the guy i like is not in jail but he wants me to stay the fuck out of his life but its ok and sucks at the same time and there is a new guy i like but he got a lady and i got no chance but at lease im out of the hospital well G2G!!!!luv ya all!!!

life is life and u got to live it

March 21 2006

i went through some hard times all my life my step dad hit me and one day i could not take it any more so i cut my self for it i said i could stop any time now i have been doing it for a year and a half it suck cause now i got to go some were i dont want to be some kind of center well G2G luvs!!!!!!!!!!!!


life suck's ball's

February 19 2006

life suck's ball's right now my life is going down hill the guy i like is going back to jail for 5 years i'll be 18 years old by the time he's out and i'm just trying to find a guy that won't treat me like sh*t and will come see me i mit be going to a center cause i do stupid stuff so i mit not be online well G2G!!!!!!!luv ya's bye