Nicole
Relationship Status
In A Relationship
Highschool
Siegel High
Interests
God, School (some what), intelligent conversation, books, music, theatre, shopping, road tripping with my buddies, chocolate, obviously updating my two online journals, dancing, singing, politics, mock trial, riding horses, writing poetry and stories, working on my scrap book, taking random pictures, watching movies, muddin, spendin what little time I'm given with the love of my life, trying to keep my life under control .freefever { This layout is from www.freefever.com/myspace } body, body.bodyContent { background-image:url('http://i140.photobucket.com/albums/r6/cwm1021/layout_bg/16484332_l.jpg'); background-position:Top Left; background-repeat:repeat; background-attachment:scroll; cursor:Default; background-color:white; scrollbar-face-color:FF6666 !important; scrollbar-track-color:FF0000 !important; scrollbar-arrow-color:FFFFFF !important; scrollbar-shadow-color:FFFFFF !important; scrollbar-3dlight-color:FFFFFF !important; scrollbar-darkshadow-color:FFFFFF !important; } table, tr, td {background:transparent; border:0px;} input {background-color:transparent !important;} td, span, div, input, a, table td div div font, body, body.bodyContent div table tbody, body.bodyContent tr td font { color:FFFFFF !important; font-family: "Georgia" !important; } td, span, div, input, table td div div font, body, body.bodyContent div table tbody, body.bodyContent tr td font { color:FFFFFF !important; } body, body.bodyContent, div, p, strong, td, .text, .blacktext10, .blacktext12, a.searchlinkSmall, a.searchlinkSmall:link, a.searchlinkSmall:visited, .btext, .redbtext, .nametext { color:FFFFFF !important; } a { cursor:Default !important; color:FFFFFF !important; } a:hover { cursor:Default ; color:FF9999 !important; } img {border:0px;} body, body.bodyContent, html {visibility:visible !important; display:block !important} div.msmnet{position:absolute;right:5px;top:35px;border:1px solid rgb(128, 128, 128);background:url(http://i140.photobucket.com/albums/r6/cwm1021/msmaster/fade.jpg) repeat-x 0 0 ;padding:0;margin:0;}div.msmnet ul{list-style:none;padding:5px;margin:0;}div.msmnet ul li{padding:2px;}div.msmnet ul li a:link, div.msmnet ul li a:visited{color:rgb(128, 128, 128);font-family:"Trebuchet MS", Arial, sans-serif;font-size:12px;}div.msmnet ul li a:hover, div.msmnet ul li a:active{background-color:rgb(128, 128, 128);color:white;text-decoration:none;font-family:"Trebuchet MS", Arial, sans-serif;font-size:12px;} MySpace LayoutsMySpace LayoutsMySpace CodesMySpace Backgrounds
Favorite Music
Kenny Chesney, Rascal Flatts, Keith Urban, Garth Brooks, Chicago, lots of 80s music, Lynyrd Skynyrd, Billy Joel, Little River Band, the Eagles, Lifehouse, Gavin Degraw, Tim Mcgraw, Rod Stewart, Cyndi Lauper, soundtracks to my favorite movies, The Beatles, Boston, Led Zeppelin, The Beach Boys, Queen, .38 Special, The Allman Brothers Band, Brooks & Dunn, Creedence Clearwater Revival, Electric Light Orchestra, Fleetwood Mac, Foreigner, Jimmy Buffett, Kansas, Stevie Nix, Peter Frampton, The Rolling Stones, Steppenwolf, Steve Miller Band, Three Dog Night, ZZ Top, Don Henley, The Doors, Eric Clapton, Reliant K
Favorite Movies
Tombstone, The Cutting Edge, Real Genius, The Princess Bride, National Treasure, Dragonheart, Dirty Dancing, Roadhouse, James Bond Movies, Pirates of the Carribean, Blues Brothers, Pretty in Pink, Disney Movies, Romancing the Stone, Jewel of the Nile, Merlin, Dragonheart, Next of Kin, Top Gun, Harry Potter, The Replacements, Band of Brothers, Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe, Hook, Patch Adams, Field of Dreams, Lethal Weapon 1-4, The Adventures of Buckaroo Banzai, The Longest Day, Ghostbusters 1 and 2, So I Married an Axe Murderer, Stripes, Back to the Future, School of Rock, Stealth, League of Extraordinary Gentlemen, Young Frankenstien, Men in Black, Men in Black II, El Dorado, Rio Bravo, Rio Lobo, McClintock, Gone with the Wind, The Quiet Man, The Cowboy Way
Favorite Books
Harry Potter, Lord of the Rings, The Hobbit, The Simarillion, Inkheart, The Princess Bride, Hitchiker's Guide to the Galaxy, Band of Brothers, Eragon, Common Sense, Pride and Prejudice, Arthurian Legend, Xanth novels, Chronicles of Narnia, The Go-Between, Dragonriders of Pern, Green Rider, Sherlock Holmes, Lolita, Manga, Phoenix and Ashes, 1984, Animal Farm, Fahrenheit 451, Little Women, Anne Frank's Diary of a Young Girl, The Picture of Dorian Gray, Frakenstien, To Kill a Mockingbird, Hamlet, Gulliver's Travels, A Goddess is a Girl's Best Friend
Keeping up the fight
June 13 2007
It’s so hard these days, to keep my chin up and smile, to pretend the distance isn’t killing me. Because it is. It’s driving me crazy all the time. I miss him, and I can’t change the fact that we are 567 miles apart. And yes I’ve calculated the distance. It’s not that far, but it feels like he is on the other side of the world. He’s coming to visit in October, or at least that’s the plan as of now, but that’s months away. It hurts. It hurts so damn much, and I can’t show it.
If I show it, people doubt, and people question. And I don’t want that. I can’t stand it when people constantly question him and our relationship. I swear, I’m so sick of people asking me whether I believe he’s true, because if I didn’t why would I stick with him for over two years. And I’m tired of being told that I need to find a guy in this state. I have a guy, and I love him. Distance or no distance, I love him, and I’m going to wait for him. Why can’t people just have a little faith and let things be?
