Nicole

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God, School (some what), intelligent conversation, books, music, theatre, shopping, road tripping with my buddies, chocolate, obviously updating my two online journals, dancing, singing, politics, mock trial, riding horses, writing poetry and stories, working on my scrap book, taking random pictures, watching movies, muddin, spendin what little time I'm given with the love of my life, trying to keep my life under control .freefever { This layout is from www.freefever.com/myspace } body, body.bodyContent { background-image:url('http://i140.photobucket.com/albums/r6/cwm1021/layout_bg/16484332_l.jpg'); background-position:Top Left; background-repeat:repeat; background-attachment:scroll; cursor:Default; background-color:white; scrollbar-face-color:FF6666 !important; scrollbar-track-color:FF0000 !important; scrollbar-arrow-color:FFFFFF !important; scrollbar-shadow-color:FFFFFF !important; scrollbar-3dlight-color:FFFFFF !important; scrollbar-darkshadow-color:FFFFFF !important; } table, tr, td {background:transparent; border:0px;} input {background-color:transparent !important;} td, span, div, input, a, table td div div font, body, body.bodyContent div table tbody, body.bodyContent tr td font { color:FFFFFF !important; font-family: "Georgia" !important; } td, span, div, input, table td div div font, body, body.bodyContent div table tbody, body.bodyContent tr td font { color:FFFFFF !important; } body, body.bodyContent, div, p, strong, td, .text, .blacktext10, .blacktext12, a.searchlinkSmall, a.searchlinkSmall:link, a.searchlinkSmall:visited, .btext, .redbtext, .nametext { color:FFFFFF !important; } a { cursor:Default !important; color:FFFFFF !important; } a:hover { cursor:Default ; color:FF9999 !important; } img {border:0px;} body, body.bodyContent, html {visibility:visible !important; display:block !important} div.msmnet{position:absolute;right:5px;top:35px;border:1px solid rgb(128, 128, 128);background:url(http://i140.photobucket.com/albums/r6/cwm1021/msmaster/fade.jpg) repeat-x 0 0 ;padding:0;margin:0;}div.msmnet ul{list-style:none;padding:5px;margin:0;}div.msmnet ul li{padding:2px;}div.msmnet ul li a:link, div.msmnet ul li a:visited{color:rgb(128, 128, 128);font-family:"Trebuchet MS", Arial, sans-serif;font-size:12px;}div.msmnet ul li a:hover, div.msmnet ul li a:active{background-color:rgb(128, 128, 128);color:white;text-decoration:none;font-family:"Trebuchet MS", Arial, sans-serif;font-size:12px;} MySpace LayoutsMySpace LayoutsMySpace CodesMySpace Backgrounds

Sudden Realizations of Love

April 09 2007


OK so apparently Kenny can rewrite history. Well actually he just clarified history and totally screwed up my dates and such. Yesterday was Easter {le duh} and so I went to the home of my cousin James and his wive Tanya's house for the annual celebration. We had ham and stuff, I stalked everyone with my camera, my mom stalked me with my camera, and then we went out and hunted Easter eggs. While I was out stalking the hunters with my camera, I missed a phone call from Kenny {le boo} and he left a cute message. Anyways about ten last night he calls back and we had the first real conversation in months.


This brings me to the rewriting of history and such. We talked for an hour and a half, and he managed to score 5 points to my 1, rewrite history, and inform me that it was inevitable that we will get married because he had recurring dreams about it. All this while we laughed and talked for the first time in ages and I began to feel better than ever. I have missed him so much lately, and I love him with all my heart. We were talking about all the notes that we had passed {Because I am strange and have them in a box}, and I found one where he was asking me all these questions that I wouldn't answer. I had been playing this game with a deck of playing cards where you ask te cards yes or no questions and depending on what suit you get that is the answer and I wouldn't tell him what I was asking. That took us to the subject of memory and Prom and our first kiss. And from there he rewrote history because was one of the questions I asked the cards was this "Was he just a good friend I could get away with kissing?" Apparently the answer was "yes as in my boyfriend." At last history is set straight. Our anniversary in actually April 23, as in 2005 and the night of my senior prom which means I celebrated on the wrong day a month early and shorted us a year. Strange huh?


This rewriting of history means that all my dates are off, sadly enough my father was right, and the summer, fall, winter of 2005 and the part of the spring of 2006 was absolutely terrible and painful for no reason. My dad had been declaring that Kenny was my boyfriend since Prom and I of course didn't know that he was and therefore adamantly denied it. But he was in fact right and Kenny wants me to make sure that I tell him so and that he know it was him who made him right. Obviously all my dates are wrong because we have been together two years not just a little over one. And as for that period of time, if you read back on some old blog entries you can see what I mean. I went through total hell trying to figure out what we were and thinking I would never be with him and wouldn't you know it… I had him. Sometimes I get so confused.