It is so amazing how much can change in an instant. How many of our fears can come to the surface by something you feel like you can't control....because in reality you have no control. Today my head has felt like it has been spinning out of control. I try to focus and it's hard because breathing feels difficult and strained. How do I stay strong for the one person that needs me most in the world when I myself need to be held and reassured? My eyes fill with tears at the thought of what is ahead but I know beyond a shadow of a doubt that You are with me and are near....take my hand Father and lead me in the way that I should go. Give me the strength I need to give to her. Please dear Lord...be with her and give me the words You need me to say. Whatever the outcome, I believe You are with me.....always......