ok so despite all the badness and worry and fear going on in my life right now, some very exciting things have happened! today in the mail i got my packet of information from york university in toronto! i could sooo see myself going there in the future, and i really want to. i just have to figure out what my GPA is, if i could get in at york with my college transcript, or if i just need to pretend like i never went to college (though i would really like to use my first year credits when my grades were good). of course there is the problem of having to pay off the money i owe MTSU before i can even view my transcript (1,780 dollars) and with my current financial situation of only having like 20 dollars i dont see that happening anytime soon.

my other excitingness is my j-group that i am going to lead. i am SO FREAKING EXCITED about it. our first meeting is tonight and i hope that everyone comes! i am very pumped about it and i see it being the highlight of my week. in other news that made my week, i got to talk to leslie tonight, and that always brightens things up. ugh i just wish they would all come home. but talking to leslie tonight just made my day. so those are the good things despite the madness, i thank God for still pouring blessings on me when it seems i have nothing left. have a happy thursday everyone!

love, me