so i've come to the conclusion that no one actually reads this.. and im ok with that... cause its pretty much just my place to rant/talk about my day...

well tonight has been a true blast.. i've been hanging out with my friend todd from work... who is an absolute BLAST! its been intense... in a good way of course!!!

but yeah.. life seems to be going pretty good.. well except for school of course....

i've been worrying about my dad a lot recently... he keeps calling me randomly out of the blue just to talk... and it just really worries me... i mean ever since his brother died.. i have just been worrying about him.. cause he just seems.. well different... i dunno what to think about it.... i mean i know he's "ok" but really i dunno it just scares me.. i hope he really is ok.. and that hes just not putting up a front or anything.. i really just wish i could see him.. cause if anything ever happened to him i honestly dont know what i would do... i would be completely devistated...

i dunno..

im going to bed now cause well its almost 3 and i have to be at work at 10 and i CANT be late... hahaha

so its bed time!

have a great night to anyone that reads this!

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