so i'm back home in brentwood for the weekend... it's pretty good i guess... i get to see some people i never see... and i get to see my family.. its just a sucky situation for why i am here....

my dad called me today when i was on my way from knoxville to brentwood... and informed me that he was going to north carolina tonight... my first reaction was "WHAT... WHATS GOING ON???"

as soon as he realized that he hadnt talked to me in a few days he let me in on the cituation... my uncle isnt getting any better... they decided they are going to take him off life support... all they are waiting on is my dad to get there...

its just a really sucky situation... i'm not going to get the chance to say goodbye... which i hate...

i mean he is so young.. at least for being someone that is dying... and what sucks even more is that he wont see his baby girl graduate from high school.. or walk either one of his daughters down the eisle on their wedding days...

i just couldnt imagine loosing my father.. so i understand the hurt they must be going through...

i just ask that you keep me and my family... and my uncle in your thoughts and prayers over this weekend.. its not going to be easy.. but my family is strong and we will get through this... together.

if i rise on wings of a dawn

if i settle on the far side of the sea

even there your hand will guide me

your right hand will hold me fast...