i cant believe that today is september 11th....

i'm not going to lie... i wish that whole year hadn't happened... it was quite possible the worst year of my life...

its so weird when you think about the past... i can remember so vividly the exact place i was when i found out what had happened.. it was so unbelievable.. at first i was like this has got to be a joke....and while we were watching it on the news our faculty freaked out about us watching it and made us turn it off... lame!

i remember slightly freaking out cause my dad was traveling that day.. but i talked to him and he was fine...

i remember everything changing from that moment on... not just in the security of our government but it seemed like everyone changed a little bit after that...

my family sure changed a bunch... especially after december....

its weird to think about what the world would be like if it had never happened... what my life would be like if it had never happened....

how would it be different????

i guess its not important to think about things like that since its not real life anyways...

well thats enough of my ramble for now...

back to the real world of studying for class....

till next time,

no excuses..

no appologies... 

no regrets....

peace, emily