hey guys i jus wanted to share my testimony with you

well growing up i pretty much was raised on sports

and foolin around

i had a loving family

but i took it all for granite during my intermediate years i started doing some things that i never did want to do...got a girlfriend that is suicidal like 24-7.and i had to be there like all the time

we had some good and bad times...mostly bad

 it was to much for me.so i did some drugs cuz i was lost and looked at it as my way of bein cool...and as my stress reliever...which was not... i was mad all the time

i didnt know where to turn

jus always thinkin about how much i hate this world and this world hated me

i even threatened my brother zack and told him i would kill him

stop right now i want to say i was confused and didnt know what i was  doin i love this guy so much but any ways...

and when i wasnt mad i conteplated suicide...later i found out my dad volunteered me to go to thailand on a mission trip during the summer     i didnt wanna go

as the school year had almost come to an end my friend catelin at church asked me to come to summer camp with them cuz she didnt want to be stuck there with just timmy from our church which was pretty cool

during summer camp i was thinkin about the trip to thailand after but i didnt want to go because i thought i was going to die but i didnt wanna disappoint my dad so i was thinking

then one day my friend jeremy pulled me onto the side to talk about what was going on because during church camp i wasnt showing much of a godly attitude because i was stressed out with life so we talked about things in tears and i was crying so badly i couldnt talk straight he told me to say a prayer with him and give my life to christ and after that i jus couldnt shut up about accepting christ...he got me into christ and now i know Gods with me hes showing me the way

thank you god for your son

thanx for the bigger family

i love you so much

and catelin thank you for inviting me to camp you probably dont remember inviting me but thanks because if it wasnt for you i wouldnt have been livin the way i am livin now

thanx

-avery