Unfamilar familarity

April 01 2008
(not a word but sound it as if it were)

I haven't touched it in quite a while but I know excatly how to use it. I haven't felt the rush in the longest time but when I picked it up there it was.

Slow is Smothe 

Smothe is Fast.

The only thing that is allowed to go through your mind. Other than the prayer to god that you get it right. 

Not moving until you see the white in their eyes.

Guiding your finger slowly into position making sure not to be noticed.

Picking it up and praying to god for acruacy and speed.

Then Paintball...lol I love paintball and man sunday was the first time I have palyed in a while. lol. kinda gay blog but I miss it.  

♥...blue eyes...♥

April 01 2008
haha i was reading it and i was like, dang this is deep! then i got to the last line...lol