Wow so like I thought I had this perfect thing planned out. Erin was going to come over tonight and meet my mom. Then tomorrow mom and I were going to head to N.C. My old "home." Well everything kinda got screwed up. Because of ice I will not be able to see Erin or my mom tonight. My mother got stuck out side of Memphis and is in a hotel for the night. She will be picking me up tomorrow at 8ish. Arriving in NC much later than previously planned. Erin did not get to come over because of ice as well. Kind of dissapointing but I guess that is life. I am some what tired though of letting myself get excited or hopes up about something. It has happened too many times and I am annoyed at being let down. I don't understand I had such a high gaurd but eventually I let it down...silly. I told myself that there is no reason to be hurt because of a person, still is. I won't let it happen again though.

note: not the song of the week.