Mathis
Social
Relationship Status
In A Relationship
Highschool
DCHS, Go Courgars
College
Maby one day.
Interests
I am really interested in my future, being the best...at everything. I really like to work. I like working out. Camping is a favorite. Building things. Destroying things. Four-wheeling...with trucks or ATVs. I plan on joining the military. I think I want to go to college first, and do some ROTC so that I can enter in as an officer. I would like to make it to the Army Special Forces. Airsoft and paintball are both pretty fun.
Favorite Music
Chris Tomlin, David Crowder, U2, Weezer, Lincoln Brewster, Snow patrol, Train, The Fray, Coldplay, Avenged Sevenfold, Papa Roach, John Mayer, Warren Hudson, Bullet for my Valentine, Tom Petty, Aerosmith, Barenaked Ladies, Billy Joel, The all American Rejects, The Charlie Daniels Band, Creed, Counting Crows, Brad Paisley, Blink 182, Dave Matthews Everclear, Don Mclean, Death Cab for Cutie, Foo Fighters, Fuel, Garth Brooks, George Strait, Goo Goo Dolls, Jack Johnson James blunt, James Brown, Jimi Hendrix, Jason Mraz, John cale Josh Radin, Keith Urban, Led Zeppelin, Linkin Park, Lone Star Louis Armstrong, Maroon 5, Matchbox twenty, Metallica, Montgomery Gentry, Mute Math
Favorite Movies
The Princess Bride, and Forest Gump, Hitch
Favorite Books
The Bible.
Different but the Same?
November 29 2007
Why is it that I feel different and the same all in one?
How can I do things different but see things the same?
Do I have alternate motives for you? or for me?
Why are there these other thoughts haunting me?
If I am not ready to jump then why do I try to fly?
If I know my max then why do I put 10 more pounds on the bar?
I don't look back
I look beside me to see what my shadow is.
My shadow is dark with these other feelings,
How can you fight something that is not real?
Or is it real, how can I tell?
What makes something real?
I can't see what is there but I know it is.
I can feel what is there but I can't touch it.
I can't fight what has been but I can move what is in front of me.
Can you remeove the black that follows me?
Do I want it to be removed, or is it what keeps me knowing what is real?
If you hate me then why do you say you love me?
If you ask for the truth then why do you deny it?
If you beg me then why do you push me so hard away?
Where am I going to be with all of this?
Will you be there too, or do you fight hard in the other direction?
Erin:: lub my flower.
November 29 2007
