and i'm the only one up in my house.... for some reason i haven't been able to go to sleep until like 2 or 3 in the morning... it sucks....

Well, i'm already counting down the weeks of summer i have left before it's all gone...

:sigh: this summer is going by way too fast.....

Spring......needs to be here NOW!!!!!!

I love finding icons that fit my mood....or ones that i think are cute.....

 

You are my star in the sky
that shines ever so bright.
You are the light of my life
that gives me my sight.
You are the air that I breathe
that keeps me alive.
You are the fluttering butterflies
that live deep within me.
You are the strength
that keeps me going.
you are the one person
that makes me believe.

  

Searching for you
through out the halls
I can't help but stare.
As I see you walking by
 seeing your dazzling smile
 just brightens my day.
 

Let's slow dance when there's no music.
Let's kiss underneath the stars till the sun rises.
Let's fall asleep in each other's arms.
Let's walk through the park on a cold winter night.
Let's sing a lullaby to each other after we just got up.
Let's show more love than anyone has ever seen.
Let's become that couple that everyone wishes they were.
   

©  Friends are my life

So yeah, I decided to take some pics and post them.

Enjoy!!!

Gots my hair did today!!! LOL! got a trim and it dyed darker...but you can't tell. i like it though!

Ummm....mid state coming up....not ready AT ALL!!! I don't even know if i'll make it to the tryouts....my 'rents and my sis will prolly be working!!! oh well... i hope miss celine won't be mad....(she'll prolly be dissapointed, and i hate people being dissapointed in me)

I'm already excited about WASHINGTON!!!! Can't wait...even though some of the stuff we're going to do is kinda lame...the fun part will be going w/people you basically are going to grow up with in high school... yay!

I'm actually almost done with the sixth book of Harry Potter...Ch. 20....yyyyeeeessssss

Well, i hafta go! bye!

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I saw Kennessaw Mountain High School in the Macy's Thanksgiving day parade...i was like "they were at our school!!!" LOL! --such a nerd!!!

so yeah...today...got flippin locked out of my house for like 2-3 hrs.....ughhh...it sucked like a mofo! but hung out...(not really hung out)....but yeah....with haley, john, sean and tara....it was so so....eh....

yesterday...had the tri-m induction thingy....so yeah...after that went to starbucks with kc and robin....fun fun! We had a long talk about guys....the good, the bad, and the ugly! lol! tried the peppermint mocha.....not that appealing....i want to try the gingerbread one though! might be good.....so i was on a coffee high last night and didn't go to bed until 3. he he....

but my comp is not letting me get on the internet at my dad's house...it totally sucks butt! so at least me have internet connection at my mom's!

But this year...spending thanksgiving with my mom and her "aquaintance" which is really my step-person (<-ya'll should know what word to put there) yeah...i still can't call him that...just not ready....then on sunday having it with my dad.....it's so weird...i'm kinda sad, b/c all of this is a new thing to me...but i guess i'll get use to it...i wonder how Christmas will be???  

Sorry if that sounded gloomy! to end on a happy note....

I'm getting ready for Christmas!!! trying to find gifts for all.....last year was candy....this year.....hmmmm......idk.....

and Miss Haley's Birthday is on Monday the 28th!!! Her Sweet Sixteen!!!YAY!!!

Everyone have a great and Happy Thanksgiving!!!!! Eat lots of turkey!!!! (or Tofurkey whichever you eat) LOL! Loves!

YESSSSS!!!!! SO i guess everone already knows that band got the chancellor's cup back!!!! It feels great and it's the best feeling in the world!!!! --that's my happiness moment--

--my saddness comes from......you guessed it.....boys---

KC's Party was AMAZING!!!!

The group was quite interesting....it consisted of Jill, Becca, Robert, Amy, Kim, Sean, Dana, Leigh, Craig, Emily, Rachel (Bowen), Rachel (Baldwin), Robin, Brittany, Haley, Chelsey, Emily Lupoli, KC of course, and Me!

The night was interesting, too! It consisted of: Four Square, Moulin Rouge, Band Videos, Truth or Dare (sock in the mouth!!! ewww), Embarassing Moments (kim...i thought you were leaving...i felt REALLY stupid after that!!! --one of my new embarassing moments...LOL!!!!), Rachel Bowen being a PERFECT 8 (inside thing), Me confessing something....we won't go into that one...and just lots of laughter....i loved it!

Man...tonight was one of the best times i've ever had!!!

Gosh!!!! Why do boys have to be so grrrrr.......i don't know what to put there......I just want to find a guy that will actually like me back and shares the same interests and just isn't a jerk.....gosh...is it too much to ask????

This is AMAZING!!!! Man, this is a great new look for phusebox!!! I like it!!! But anyways....i am uber happy!!!! Can anyone guess why???

My Sweet 16 was AMAZING!!!! Thanks to everyone!!! Bowling was fun fun fun!!! :ahem, ahem: LOL! Well...i gots HW to do....:saddness sinking in:

A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty,
He said...no.
She asked him if he would want to be with her forever...and he said no.
She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry, and once again he replied with a no.
She had heard enough. As she walked away, tears streaming down her face the boy grabbed her arm and said...
You're not pretty you're beautiful.
I don't want to be with you forever, I NEED to be with you forever.
And I wouldn't cry if you walked away...I'd die...
SO NOW I WILL SAY:
I like you because of who you are to me...A true friend.
And if I don't get this back I'll take the hint.
Tonight at midnight your true love will realize they like you.
Something good will happen to you at 1:00-4:00 PM tomorrow.
It could be anywhere -- AOL, Yahoo, outside of school, anywhere.
Get ready for the biggest shock of your life.
Please send to 15 people in 15 minutes.
Remember:
"A good friend will come bail you out of jail....
But a true friend will be sitting next to you saying ...
WE screwed up! "
Proud to be your Friend!
Make sure you read all the way down to the last sentence, and don't skip ahead.
I've learned...that life is like a roll of toilet paper.
The closer it gets to the end, the faster it goes.
I've learned...that we should be glad God doesn't give us everything we ask for.
I've learned...that money doesn't buy class.
I've learned...that it's those small daily happenings t hat make life so spectacular.
I've learned...that under everyone's hard shell is someone who wants to be appreciated and loved.
I've learned...that the Lord didn't do it all in one day.
What makes me think I can?
I've learned...that to ignore the facts does not change the facts.
I've learned.
I've learned...that the less time I have to work, t he more things I get done.
To all of you...make sure you read all the way down to the last sentence.
It's National Friendship Week.
Show your friends how much you care.
Send this to everyone you consider a FRIEND, even if it means sending it back to the person who sent it to you.
If it comes back to you, then you'll know you have a circle of friends.
HAPPY FRIENDSHIP WEEK TO YOU!!!!!!
YOU ARE MY FRIEND AND I am honored

Yup!!! my b-day is this Friday!!!! YAY!!!!

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I've lost my appettite lately. Like i can't eat as much anymore. For instance the other day i only ate one meal and survived the rest of the day....Is this a bad thing??? I'm scared. I've also been having headaches and just being tired all the time. What's wrong with me??? I just can't figure it out....and it scares me that i don't know what's wrong....

Life for a teenager is so stressful!!! So many things going on that I don't know what to do?!?!?!? Many stressful times....many thinking times....sometimes i wish it would all just go away or that maybe i can just go away....life would be SO much easier.....

So yeah, band placed 2nd at HGI...it's ok though, just shows that we need to step it up a notch...

Yeah...I went to Starbuck's with Manda and Brett...that was interesting.... Brett tried to make himself sound intelligent by saying random things in Laotion. It was HILarious!!!!! Then we went to Hastings....which was also fun...yeah...good times....

Tonight was SO MUCH FUN!!!! I went to the movies with Manda, Brett, Jackie, Angela, and Brady. (Basically with Manda's crew) But I had SO MUCH FUN!!! I was mostly quiet, but I basically laughed with them the entire time. It was great! We went to go see The Grimm Brothers, WHICH WAS A GREAT MOVIE!!!!!!! I loved it! The only part of the night I didn't like was when a certain someone, "cough, cough" stuck their finger up my nose!!! EEEWWW!!!!!! LOL!

All the things i've been feeling and doing in one night.

First week of school is finally over!!!! It was the longest week of my life!!!! Then our first football game was last night and of course we lost 3 to 50. But band had a good run!!! (Wouldn't you say so???) Well, i'm outtie... i need to find me some breakfast.....