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decisions, lack of voice, insensitivity, and summer.

May 21 2006

I've decided.


I am a horrible decision maker.I freak out, and never know what to do.


It seems like whenever I think that i've finally made a good decision, it isn't and screws up anyways.


or maybe it's just me...maybe i'm just making myself think that everything is wrong even though it isn't.


whenever im sick I tend to think of things like this, and I confuse myself.


I forgot to put this>>..I'm sick. After dance on Saturday my voice has been coming to me on and off. But that's ok im getting better.



oh yea...i've also decided that all guys are insensitive jerks. well...most of them anyways. BUT that's just something I'll have to live with. Anyways, I don't think that i'd have it any other way. I couldn't handle them doing everything right 100% of the time. I'd feel like I was the one screwing up, and that is unexceptable.



summer's almost here, and it can't come soon enough. I can't handle another week of school. I seriously don't think I could handle it. I feel like if I were to go to school and put up with some of the idiots I have to deal with I might explode. I'm not saying that everyone at Smyrna is an idiot...just alot of people.


I need sleep. So im going to go.


love to all.


Jacob

May 23 2006
I wanna see you soon!

Jacob

May 25 2006
I'm doin nothing all day on Saturday. Wanna see Xmen3? lol. I do. or mission impossible

Jacob

May 25 2006
ya. just ask. i wanna do it!

Keaton

May 27 2006
alexanna i misss u soooooo much...we need to get together and go to the movies or somthin....u should have gone to the grad. it was fun...:-) love ya keaton