Who Am I?  Yeah thats the question i want answered..and i know you people never comment on PhuseBox anymore but i feel the need to write and just spill how i feel and what the heck is going on in my life.First off, i'm lucky to have the life i have...and i know that! Its just sometimes, i wonder why everyone says Good-Bye to me. LoL its like once things are going good they take a turn and start to suck. I'm not slowly dieing anymore..i'm just trying to find where i fit, who my friends are, where God wants me, what i should be doing. Some many doors are slamming in my face and so many are swinging open, but i'm scared to go through them..i'm scared once i get one foot in its gona slam on me and i'm gona end up hurting again! Ha life is so funny. If you step back and look at whats going on in the middle of all the craZyness...its rather funny to see how crappy life is! Ha i laugh rather then cry....i find it better and more joyful.   I'm so lucky to be where i am and to have gone through what i've gone through! It may seem like hell to me but its not all that bad when you get to thinkin about it!Well i'm done boring you people.