OK so last night i figured it out! oh yeah i'm so smart :PWhat is it that i figured out you might be asking yourself, well thats a good question and i'm about to answer it. You see i was talking to my friends last night and it was going quite swell, then it kinda went down hill. So i didn't feel so hot when i went to bed last night, but instead of going to bed feeling all BLAH i turned on the radio to a Christian station. And then it hit me. I was going to bed feeling, i suppose you would call it sick to my stomach, b/c of guyS (and i ment that to be

plural) And i got to thinking..... this is when i really figured it out. WHY worry about guys or things that you cant control and let it mess up your life. I mean i had been letting people pretty much

determine my every move, and thats not cool. I got to be me no matter what people say or do!
AND i ALSO figured out why i haven't been truly happy!!!! I knew it all along but never put it into actuation. I found that the only way i will truly be happy is if i give EVERYTHING to GOD! I mean i had been trying to do so much here and there and only giving 40% to God...and thats wrong. SO yeah i figured it all out! yaaaa me!!!
So i am going to be ME and give 100% of who i am to GOD!