mood: _Blank_

So today was pretty much horrible....but i'm going to put on a happy face.

I was thinking (i know i know everytime i think something bad happens) but i was just thinking about how Life is a gift. And we all know this and have heard it a hundred times, but have we thought about what we were going to do with the gift? Not like what do you want to be when you grow up kinda thing but every day we wake up are we going to use this gift to the fullest or just play around with it and not really use it the best we can. I know this is freakishly random and your probably wondering why i am even writing about this. Its more for my sake then yours i suppose.... if i write my thoughts down then i get it better... i know i'm weird just go with it. ANYWAY, today was pretty much horrible, and i think it was my fault for letting it be that way. Maybe not my *fault* per say but.... my decision to live that way. I could have at any point in time said "No, today i'm living for God and i'm going to laugh my way through this day instead of waiting for the moment i can go to bed so i get this day over with" but i didn't..and the sad thing is i will never live this day again, i lost my chance to live this day to the fullest, i'll never get that time back (well inless they make some amaZing time thingy and i can go back in time and relive it...but i dont think thats gona happen anytime soon)

Yeah so sorry this was so boring.... but i felt like typing and so i did. Thanks for reading about my boring thoughts that randomly pop in my head.

~Ace~