MOOD: Confused 

Ok, so i have a question.

What if i want to do something, but i am afraid people will treat me diffent b/c i am not going with the flow. (and no this is nothing bad, it has to do with going to my youth at DFA) i mean everytime i tell someone i am ~thinking~ about going to the youth b/c i like it, they look at me like i am a horrible person and say they dont like it and dont think i should go. But what i am yelling (well thinking in my head at lest) is *HELLO you are so sheltered you can't handle people that might be different from you or what you are used to. You just rather walk away then stop and help, listen to their story, give then a helping hand and maybe be a good influence. They need Jesus just as much as you did, and if we all just walked away b/c you were different from us, then you wouldn't have met Jesus, we have to give them the same chance that you were given* I dont know, maybe i should listent to them and not go to youth and just teach the kids...... but i think i could do some good in youth. I mean seeing 12 year old girls with so much makeup... its sick. It tells me, they think they have to put on so much makeup b/c the world doesn't think they are pretty enough. But they are FANTASTIC just the way God made them. They dont need man made things to make them any prettier. Maybe i could show them that being your self is fun, and is a lot easier then acting like someone else.

I dont know,

What do you guys think?