So, today was full of different feelings!! But now i feel......i suppose sick. Not sick like head and stomach kinda sick but a sad and hurt kinda sick. I feel that a lot, i try not to let it show but i dont mind writing it down. Yeah i'm weird, a lot of people would tell you that.
I want to wake up. I wish this was all a dream! But inside i know its not a dream.....but i can wish, right? Ha yet again its Bitter~Sweet. Some how Bitter~Sweet gets in all my posts. I mean the one thing i am longing for at the moment is not here, all i want is to see his smile or hear his voice..anything. But this person has no idea at the moment that i am dieing on the inside, this person is happy and living the life. And i dont want this person do be down or sad......i only want a smile on his face, yet i know that life sucks sometimes and your gona be down. But this time he needs me to be strong for him, but i am running out of strength..i'm losing my energy......
I probably sound so stupid!! I dont know.........
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