I understand my mom loves me and all. But why do parents ( or in my case parent ) have to be so... how should i word it so it doesn't sound bad... Uptight? I mean every little thing i do, she thinks i am doing something wrong. For instance, if i'm on the computer or talking on the phone SHE FREAKS OUT "who are you talking to" "what are you talking about" "do i know this person" "why are you talking to them"????? OMGosh why not for once trust me and let me live a little. Because if she keeps it up the way its going now, when i can drive i will never be home! I will be out finding something ( not bad ) to do, just so i dont have to be home.

I know the next few months are going to be... how should i say.... Bitter-Sweet. More Bitter than Sweet but i'm used to that. Anyways I am just so tired of all this! I want for once to be happy, forget about my past. The only time i forget about my past and just live, is when i am on my horse running as fast as she can run through open planes and woods. Unfortunately i can't be on my horse 24-7.

Something Happy :) I am home alone for a little while and i got nothing to worry about ( at the moment ) BLAH! Suppose i'll talk to you people later