So i am a lot better then yesterday! :) Thanks for all the prayers. Today was under the *OK* category. Its not *FANTASTIC* but its better then the *bad*. Lane is back so maybe i can go over to her house soon and just hang out! Maybe get a little peace for a while. I don't know why but hanging out with friends helps me breath in and out and know why i am here! I know i am weird but its true!
Other then my life getting a ( little ) better, nothing big has happened, no new news, no big outbursts of anger or happiness. But i'm not sure if thats *good* or *bad*. Anyways, i well say Good Bye and hope next time i write there will be something exciting to tell :)