so there is much concern about what is going to happen in the next few months. i'm scared i'm not going to get an internship.

but if i don't get one, it might be a good thing. since i'll have to pay to take 9 credits out of pocket. if i do it in the fall, i can use my financial aid and just work over the summer.

i don't know what to pray for, just praying that it all works out. please pray too.

and sometimes, i wonder where in the world my heart comes up with these crazy things that it does. i constantly get myself into situations that i leap in with my heart and get out with my head. i refuse to do that anymore. so here's to letting go of any attempt to determine certain aspects of the future.

off to get fingerprinted, again. at least i get reimbursed.