Life's Leasons Help Mold You For The Future

October 09 2006


Whats popping peoples


Just keeping it real doing my thug dizzle lol


So ive been looking into Churchs and found some interesting things. I didnt kno what i believed. But i know i believe in GOD and Jesus so ima Christian. Any i feel that God will help me thru everything and he has. Im not saying that im the most righteous man or live that most righteous life but i do try and learn from my mistakes.


I talked to my Sparrow brother Ben aka B Reb on saturday and he was like damn we all need to get back together and play D-noes and hit up chef wangs and i was like hell yeah thats a bet but i dont kno how to get up with big rock, hollywood dont pick up, and  i dont talk to boogie.(i hope we are still friends :) but he did say that he will go to the titans-giants game on Nov. 26!!! SWEET!!! lol


But anywayz imma be the best man at my friend mikes wedding on Oct. 28th im happy for him but i still think hes too young lol. Plus they have a babygirl on the way that i will be the godfather of, oh boy imma have ta choke a bitch that tries to holla at her lol.


Life is ok right now. me and my moms still dont have the relationship that i really want but im working at it.


Anthony almost had some warrents out for his arrest but i talked to him and he really listened so he doing ok.


Vicky(my godmama) he recovering from her surgery for her hernia and she on her feet and ranning around which she shouldnt be doing but "You cant keep a good dog down"(All Dogs Go to Heaven)lol


Anywho imma bout to bounce so ill holla


~1 Blood~

I'm Back!!!!!

September 13 2006


Whats up peoples. Sorry i've away so long. i've been going through alotta things ya dig. Anyways i'm back in skool and it feels pretty good. But i was so rusty last week that i failed my first test but this week im on my A game. I've been answer all the question right so uyou already know that i'm back like cooked crack "aye" lol.


But on a sadder note, i was talking to my god mother Vicky and my got father Carlos and Carlos told me that my mom said the family might be moving to New Mexico on October 26! So i was like what the fuck . I've gotten real close with my mom over the past month and been telling her everything and she couldn't inform me about something as big as this? thats bullshit. So i started thinking about skool and found out that the only other branch of my skool with my program is in ATL!! so i guess she really wasn't thinking about my future. So my Carlos was like you could always come Dallas and go to skool here and he would go with me but i have to tell him that there isn't a skool i could tranfer to there with my program.what about troy(my  youngest brother), he just started skool and moving him around again will emotional hurt him. So idk. I feel like nothing good has been happening over the last couple of months. For example: Me and my moms got into a big argument over a phone that she thought i took but i didnt, B broke up with me and that still very very very hurts, i owe the skool an ass load of money and i don't know where it will come from, and my car is fucking up again . So yeah... thats my life...


we'll i gotta get back to class now. Holla back at ya boy~1~

Happiness

June 19 2006
I'm so happy right now :D I saw my babygirl today and we talked about everything that was going on. I told her how i felt and she told me how she felt. She still loves me!!! :D I cant stop smiling. When i went over there i thought she was gonna brea up with me to be honest and i would have still loved her if she did. I just want her to be happy with or without me. But she still wants to be with me and thats whats up. So to all those haters and doubters, I got two words for ya SUCK IT!!! lol
If yall didn't know, DX is back together!!!
Well i'm out i might be going to the movies with B tonight so i'll holla~1~
    

Love...

June 15 2006

So my life sucks right now. Shit just keeps on going worng. B almost broke up with me the other day and it really affected me emotionally. Skool and work has been really stressful. I dont feel emontaionally into anything. I havent really been eating kuz im not hungry. i'm scared that ima gonna loose my true love. but im starting to eat again kuz im not going to try to hurt myself. i really miss B and wanna B with her every moment of my life. But theres always that curveball called life. If it was my choice, i would get an apartment right now and ask B to move i with me. Thats how much i love her. I want to marry her. But i'm not sure she feels the same way about me anymore. 


And my car :( my moms boyfriend has been "working on it" for the past month or so and aint shit change with that. All he does is sit on that damn computer all day and have his boys ova. That shit really pisses me off. He told me that if i give him the money he'll fix the car so i held up my part of the bargin and i still have no car. this is really affecting my relationship with B and thats messed up. But yeah that how life goes huh?


We'll let me stop bitching about my problems. Holla back at cha boy~1~ 

Here Are the Pix Boogie :)

March 09 2006

B4 THE ACCIDENT


AFTER THE ACCIDENT

Death

March 09 2006


R.I.P ~The Notorious B.I.G~

Damn It Feels Good To Be A Gangsta

March 03 2006


Whats Poppin Peeps (I KNOW YOUR HATING THIS ^ PORCHEA LOL)


So money aint coming to good right now but it will, ya nahmean. I gotta pay my moms back kuz she paid my student loan so i'll get at her soon with the money. And I gotta buy somemore car parts to fix Purple Haze (my car). I think i gotta get on the grind again. (Don't worry B) Raw Krakk, 16 5 a piece, lol jk.


But on the bright side of life, Im about to be on this mixtape with some peeps. Its gonna be hot as hell ya nahmean. I hope it will sell good around town kuz a brotha needs to get paid.


I'ma lock my hair up in two months to try something new. And then i'm gonna cut it after a while. Sorry B but your gonna help me lock it up LOL.


Love Ya B!!


Signing out, truely yours Raw Krack

Today Was A Good Day

February 06 2006


So today i threw my first party!! Its was expensive as hell though lol. It was a Super Bowl/Brigette's B-Day party!! I spent $75 on food!! But every penny was worth it to see my babygirl so happy. I invited alot from friends from work and we played Spades, Dominoes, and Speed. It was fun. I got her some good but i cant tell y'all cuz she'll read this and i hope she will like it.


We also finally made a group outta good friends. We are da Sparrows. The four original members(OMs) are Raw Krack(me), Hollywood(James), B Reb AKA Rebel(Ben), and Big Rock(Rocky) and the First Lady of the Sparrows is B AKA Boogie(Brigette). It's not a gang or anything just a group of close friends. We came up with some ill handshakes too. It came together so nice and it gonna be real cool. Well im out kuz im tired lol.


Holla Back ~1~

my demo

February 02 2006


This is my first of many flows so dont copy it cuz i'll sue you lol.


I've neva gone for of just any beat


but da type of beat that gonna get freaked


it'll have u atin a foll like cats when in heat


and its more gutter then most sh*t you'll find on the streets


Before i keep goin i have to explain


how i got the name, Raw Krak Kokaine


so sit back relax cuz this sh*ts insane


i used to push white back in da day


it hit harder then a hit from Mike in the face


i had everyone wantin to get a taste


it had the same affect as sniffing spray paint


now lets get back to moving the keys


i had to watch my back for snitches like lil Cease


It was like i was the king of the east


but then life came to a stop with a sudden screach


but damn story is not to be told


i know the way i left ya is kinda cold


but for me to be spitting this is really bold


im done with this story, rest will be sold

Things You Just Don't Say

February 01 2006


Go back to Africa? Damn thats just uncalled for. I'll explain da whole "n" word thing.


When black people say it, we say it to turn negative 2 positive like i told Brigette. But if a white person says it to a black person cuz they think, "I can use it if they are!" what kind of sense does that make? And whats up with this "they" thing?


Sorry but you gotta watch some of the things that are said cause it affects "people like me".


People shouldn't try to use cultured words to try to fit in with other racial groups. They should liek you no matter what. Just be yourself!!!!!


Im out!!! Holla Back~1~

Hilary Duff?

February 01 2006

Is Hilary a gangsta now????? LOL Just kidding but wat really good with this pic? Holla Back!!!!! ~1~

The Rap Game

January 26 2006

So Cam'Ron is beefing with Jay-Z!!!!!!!! I can't say i'm surprized though. I guess we haven't learned anything from Big and Pac.


But anyways... I'm a rapper..well sort of lol. I write flows here and there. i"ll let y'all see them later. let me know what u think.