Lonely and Confused
April 24 2007
Right now, I want more than anything to live in my own house or apartment and to find the right guy for me. I just want to be held. I feel isolated from my friends, i guess because hannah didn't do anything for my birthday (who calls herself my best friend) and jessica is happy doing her own thing with her friends and her new guyfriend. I'm disappointed in hannah but i'm not mad at jessica or anything, i'm happy for her. God, please lead me where you want me to go. help me to find what i need. help me not to be selfish.